Hitsugaya Toushirou

Life Is Unfair!

2010-08-19T19:29:00.003+08:00

Hi my blog, i'm afraid i'm gonna rant something on you again!
tell me what i've done wrong?
what is everyone around me so fuck up lately?!
treat like you god when they need you, threw you aside once they gotten it arh?
some friends can even quarreled with you over his goddess girlfriend.
block/delete you in facebook just because you set your display picture as his favourite idol?
gave you attitude when as they wish?
talk to you when as they wish?
taking you for granted when as they wish?
worst still, no matter what you did to them, they will only look at your bad/mistakes you've done in their life!!!!!

i wonder, why am i doing all this?
waking up 15minutes early for every morning to meet you for school.
even though 15minutes of sleep is so damn important for me, but i just afraid i might be late.
and afraid you might wait for me for too long.
sometimes you ended your lesson early, and i asked you go home first.
is because, i felt stress and guilty when you still have to wait for me in the morning and yet after school?
but i know you hate going home alone, so sometimes i will try my best to rush my work in class.
in games, i will try my best to give you some money or items, to help you out.
though i know all those savings are for my future, but i know you need them now.
i just have to keep quiet even though, everytime i received those attitude messages from you.
cause i know you're not in your best mood when you just break off with your girlfriend.
and now, you saying that i'm giving you sacastics words?!
yes, i did gave you attitude sometimes.
but i still know when to apologies!
hmph, what else can i say then?
whatever i do, is always not enough arh?

no matter what i've done.
people will always look at my negative sides!
all i want is a friend who can treat me back just like how i treated them.
now i'm being treated like this is it because i'm also in this way?
okay then, i'm totally speechless.
thats it! enough, i totally give up now!
i really have no idea what i should do now?!

Today's Mood: Disappointed!
SignOff: 7.40Pm

Friends?

2010-07-21T21:53:00.012+08:00

안녕하세요!
feeling damn sleepy right now but i still wish to write something for today.
school is fun as per normal, laugh and laugh till my jaws gets tired and sour!!
but the projects are killing me!
i will always look forward for another day in school if the projects are willing to get lesser!
but i believed, as long my classmates is around, it shouldnt be that tough! :)

i'm not a person who knows how to express my feelings well but i just wish i could get to a quiet place, just me, myself, alone.
mood swing like hell during this few days and i've no idea whats gotten into me.
sometimes i just dont feel like talking much even though theres nothing bothering me!
things around me just gets more and more complicated and all i wish was just some peace.
if i have the courage and money, i would have left this place long ago.
Friends?
may i know the definition of the word, Friends?
to me: a friend is one of the nicest things you can have, but it might turn out to be one of the worst nightmare you ever had. a friendship need both parties to step in, if one chosen to step out, its not gonna works.
why some friends are so selfish and ungrateful? 왜?!
i just wish to know that.
i tried my very best to help all my friends when they're in their lowest point and all i wish was just a appreciation.
maybe i'm still not in my very best yet, maybe.
i gained many friends, but meanwhile, i also lost many friends too.
its hard to built a long ever lasting friendship, but a single mistake you've said or done can end everything in a blink of eye.
sometimes i just wish to say this right infront of those who dont appreciate for what they have: Fuck Off! dont be a noob burden in life!

felt much more better after ranting everything here!
shall listen and sing some songs to calm myself now.
안녕히 주무세요, 안녕히 가세요!

Today's Mood: Upset!
SignOff: 11.26Pm

Am I Capable?

2010-07-07T22:16:00.005+08:00

Trying to write something while my brain is still fresh.
well, gotta admit my blog is completely dead!
i've no idea why i've stopped ranting/sharing my feelings with my blog.
maybe NicholasOng gotten stronger or self storage getting wider?
nah, i believe theres more for me to improve!
or else i wont still be here!

school life was normal, managed to maintained my 4, and i'm glad about my effort!
well, now, brand new term of school, type B subjects (no exams)!
this term gonna be easy and relax for everyone, but i assumed its not gonna apply on me!
its seems to have plenty of stuff waiting for me and i shall not list it out.
life in Singapore is getting boring, how i wish i get to go somewhere far far away.
get to experience new life, new foods, and of course, make new friends.
i wonder if does anyone in this world still puruit of their dreams to continue living?
that will be great isnt it? envy*

arent feeling so good today, after reading a news and some school stuff.
life just dont go the way we want ya?
hais, i will try to cheer up and look for the brighter side.
like i said, a smile can solve many difficulties in life.
even if it cost you to put on a fake smile, you just have to do it ya?
hwaiting!!!

okay, heading off to bed now.
sleeping early though my lesson starts at 1 tomorrow.
will try to practice sleeping early now.
health come first ya?
잘자요

Today's Mood: Disappointed.
SignOff: 11.01pm

Whine & Whine!

2010-06-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Yeah! finally i'm free from all the stupid stressful exams!
after weeks of chionging studies, is like finally can?
but still, struggling from the results!
LAN paper was pretty easy but WLAN was.....
BLOODY HELL SUCKER!
did all the past year papers/revisions/writing downs notes/book surfing and the paper turned out shitty!
WHAT IS THIS MAN?!
anyway, i guess no more GP4 for me, really!
now i'm gonna suffer for the next 2 weeks thinking about my results and will only calm down till i get to see them!
i hope i will smile rather than cry on that very day!

okay, theres another thing i will wish to rant it here!
what the hell is wrong with this June holiday?
everyone is enjoying their life staying at home sleeping like a bunch of logs while i still got to wake up early for the stupid poly AutoCad course!
what the fuck can?
may i know when is SP having their god damn holiday?!
i want my sleep so badly!!! :(

went for AutoCad revision today and it turned out pretty great.
finally, i able to catch up and learned a few techniques!
usually the computers that i've chosen is always different from the rest, always!
but i'm glad, today i'm still managed to followed the lesson and of course, without the computer giving me any problems.
right after the lesson, everyone was discussing where should we lunch at.
and our dear classmates (they should know who are they!) keep mentioning KATONG LAKSA, KATONG LAKSA, KATONG LAKSA!!!!
the trip from Sengkang to Dover and from the start of the lesson till the end!
at last it took us an hour to decide which location sell the best laksa!

Tada!
ClayPot Laksa!
how should i describle it?
hmm?
it tasted more like curry than laksa gravy.
spicy cury laksa?
well, you gonna try it out yourself :D

i know i'm like a idoit.
but i'm surprised to know this type of bus without air-conditioner still exist!
i thought almost all transport upgraded?
LOL

and, anyone can spot something from this photo?
XD

shall end my day here!
tired but a fun day with my classmates!
it took us so long to get to our destination but its still a memorable day.
expecting more 'food hunting' in the future.
opps! almost forgot.
i just got my white iphone today! :P
after waited for months, finally got it!
but.........
i've no idea how to use it, i'm still new to it can!~ :(
wahaha!
its time for the whole world to hold on an 'Apple'

Today's Mood: Best :D
SignOff: 11.15 pm

End My Suffers!

2010-05-15T20:56:00.007+08:00

Wow, this blog is completely dead!
its been ages since i visit my own blog.
busy with project, presentation, class tests etc which lead me neglect my blog.
i believe i'm not the only one ya?
check out all the links in my blog, and you should know what i mean.

my exam is around the corner, 2 more weeks left and i'm not ready for it yet!
time seems so short and my schedule seems so packed!
how i wish there is 25hours per day instead of 24!
even an hour can do a bunch of stuff!
sad to say this, but i'm afraid no more GPA 4 for this year.
i still dont get what the book is talking about!
okay, i guess thats pretty bad!
totally in deep shit now! :(

i miss my holiday and sleep so badly!
how i wish all this suffering could end as soon as possibile, struggling like hell!
friends around still able to enjoy their relationship problem!
and here, i am 'enjoying' my school work everyday!
is like, what the fuck can?
looks like NicholasOng have to stay single for the rest of his life :P
yes! single, and born to counsel people!
trust me, i have been doing that lately!
and guess what, is not that easy to be a counsellor!
its really hard to make those stubborn hard brains to works and think!
life still have to continue, be positive man!
but i wont give up and quit this 'job'.
i want people around me i care, to stay happy and put on a smile with them everyday.
what is my motive, you ask?
i dont wish to live in a world fill with walking emo zombies!!
living in that kind of world is like, you're the only carefree one and the rest is so dead.
that will make you feel odd and extra ya?
LOL!

Cupcakes made from JingXuan!

1 May Outing

GuoWei's 18th Birthday and Drinking Session.

shall end here now.
i wonder when will be my next post? next month?
LOL, depends.
hereby wish everyone all the best for your exam and good luck in your relationship :D
and people, dont forget to smile :D
Oyasuminasai!

Today's mood: Sick! :(
SignOff: 11.53 Pm

School Life

2010-04-17T00:49:00.005+08:00

a completely blank bus 72!

scenery of suntec.

Raffles Hotel.

I shall post everything while my mind is still fresh.
its just the first week of school and i'm enjoying my school life!
everyday, there is always fun and laughter going on without fail!
i starting to love school more than anything else. XD

went to Suntec with Aidil and Ben, to get our project stuff and wander aimlessly around the malls.
lunched at Niwa Sushi and thats where i started whining.
i've no idea whether you guys will read this, but please keep it to yourself ya.
its something that i kept with me for quite sometime.
finally, feeling much more relieved to be able to ranted it out.
but somehow i still think its too unfair!
anyway, you guys sure know what i takes to be a real listener ya?
haha, is fun hanging out with you guys.
but please, control yourself when it comes to music!!

i'm starting my own self study starting from Monday.
time is running up.
still rushing on my projects, presentation slides, cca and the singapore poly course held every friday.
pray hard that i'm able to get over all this shits before i fall from any weird illness.

Today's Mood: Exhausted!
SignOff: 1.40 Am

Last Day.

2010-04-11T21:19:00.009+08:00

Today is the last day of my holiday.
and i only have an hour to update my dead blog before i get myself in bed.
sleep for nearly less than 2 hours today, just to prevent myself from suffering insomnia, pathetic ya?

cant remember most of the things that happened during this holiday so i'll cut a long story short.
truly indeed, this holiday is quite boring and i spent most of my time rotting at home~
intend to go for swimming and build up my muscle but the weather have been very bad.
especially the day we celebrated LiFen's birthday.
its was a heavy pour and is my first time standing and waiting for bus in that kind of tsunami weather!
anyway, really did enjoyed myself during her birthday :)
although some unpleasant stuff happened, but let bygones be bygones, ya?
well i shall upload the photos to cut short the story.

watched Clash of the Titans, a midnight show along with mom and sis and their friend/boyfriend.
hm, about the movie, other than the Medusa scene, the rest was just alright~~
i realised i just cant live without movies, they are part of my main entertainments now.
of course, along with foods will be great.
but nothing beats the pair of Oreo and Baileys XD

okay, is time to sleep now.
i can really fall asleep when the moment i close my eye, hope so.
see everyone tomorrow.

Today's Mood: Sleepy!
SignOff: 10.08Pm

Hate it!

2010-03-22T22:56:00.004+08:00

Today is the first day of my holiday and i should spend my time wisely!
went out with pals and hang around some places.
sit down at Starbuck and chit chat.
finally we get to meet our dear friend BoonKhim after losing contact for months!
he still same as always, playful and talkative. :)

talked to mom and i realised i said something mean to her.
'please stop helping others when you dont even know the whole story yet!'
i'm really sorry but i hate it!
hate it when others start to comment when they only listened half of the story!
argh, forget it!

meeting with LiFen and LimYan for haircut on wednesday.
looks like someone also intend to change hairstyle. :)
i just cant wait to see the result!
haha.

bought MyEx and going to watch it with Mom and Sis now.
sayonara~

Today's Mood: Cautious!
SignOff: 12.25am

Happy 18th Birthday to JingXuan!!!

2010-03-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to JingXuan!!!

i know sometimes everyone might not in a mood for anything including your own birthday.
but just want to send this message to everyone.
birthday is just once a year.
so just leave everything aside and enjoy your life to the fullest on that very special day.
and shall continue those miserable lifes on the very next day.
if life goes on without even able to celebrate a normal happy birthday.
then life is really sucks, pitiful isnt it?

at last, i'm away from all those killer tests!
just ended all my class test today and i can ease from all those sufferings!
have not been sleeping well for the past few days man. :(
anyway, i've seen my result for the recent test.
quite satisfy with it :)
shall continue to work hard during the march holiday.
and my fellow classmates, you might not be able to achieve your expected results.
but dont brood over it, as long you tried your best and still able to get a grade B isnt it?
as long we maintain a A or B is enough for poly, that will be great enough. :)

its already midnight and my eyes are still wide open!
slept too much in the noon, aww~!!
the power of napping is too strong!

Today's Mood: Prefect!
SignOff: 12.04pm

Problems is an Eternal Cycle

2010-03-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to BrandonPng!

guess i will be spending my night with my tutorials.
having class test tomorrow and i am not the only working hard on it.
especially Aidil, Angelia and Ben.
last minute revision huh?
what a poor attitude towards studies!
LOL.
anyway, wish everyone score well for tomorrow!

a bad mood for this entire week.
spare me if i'm not smiling in school..
and sorry if i present any fucked up attitude to anyone.
Ben said this.
'sometimes is alright to share your problems to others, and you might even feel better.'
yup, true!
but whats the point when the problems is not solve when it will only makes you feel better?
does it make any different?
no!
it might end up causing a burden to the listeners instead.
so i chose to keep everything to myself.
i may be a easy read person but a stubborn one.
count myself selfish then.
thanks anyway. :)

even i've to force a fake smile, i just have to do it!

alright, go back to what i'm doing now.
i dont wish for any pimples or acnes during the process of burning midnight oil!
leave me alone for the time being ya, dirts?!

Today's Mood: Tragic.
SignOff: 11.31pm

Foolish!

2010-03-08T20:35:00.006+08:00

Had my WMA phase test this afternoon along with my 7 classmates.
hoho~ we're the first badge!
suffered during the test but i still managed to get over with it.

10 Wednesday, LAN Phase Test.
12 Friday, WMA Written Test.
17 Wednesday, LAN Written Test.

1 down and 3 more to go!
have to study chapter 1-11 for both theory books!
what the fuck!
Mina, Ganbatte!
my holidays is waiting for me!

headed off to Tampines 1 right after our test.
to destress and enjoy ourself for an hour.
EXCUSES! :P
anyway, i really have fun with Angelia, Aidil and Ben!
especially we played with bubble tea's pearls and took a few photos of it.
well, guys keep a low profile for the photos and never share with anyone but except the 4 of us!
its between us ONLY!
i still wants my retribution and image! XD

i dont give a shit for anything now but except my upcoming class test.
its a big mistake for being a nosey person!
though it just a few months but a person might change during a period of time.
shouldnt wasted my time listening to all those craps when i should be study instead.
shouldnt pressed the button send, to created all this mess.
shouldnt be too softhearted instead of cold blooded.
my attitude might be quite fucked up for others.
but i learnt this sentence.

if people dont like you, then thats their problem, right?
after a while, you learn to ignore the names that people called you.
and you just trust who you are.

.
my youth is filled with grudges compared to happiness and joy.
sometimes, i chose to let go and change for the best for others.
who wants to live a life filled with hate?
but it really hard than said.
so for pete sake, spare me!
please dont get me involve next time!
as i listed above, there is 22 chapters waiting for me!
i care for others when others care for me.
should i even bother to worry and care in the first place?
should i be wasting time here?
hmph!

last few sentences to off.
have everyone heard the story, wolf cries?
i believe everyone do.
is there a problem to suspect or accuse?
i have no idea what everything is all about.
but this is how i feel right now.
there is still people who care for me.
i appreciate them as well!
they should know who they are!
thanks!

Today's Mood: Unknown!
SignOff: 10.15Pm

Away from the Society.

2010-03-03T18:55:00.008+08:00

Cough Cough*

my blog is so damn dead can?!

totally neglected my blog and kinda feels like i didnt update for years!

i wonder when was my last post, i really do!

what to do?

have been spending my life time study study study, what else?

second year life in ITE is tougher than i expected.

except friday, the lessons ends at 5 everyday!

and the only thing i want the most is my beauty sleep.

but i've been suffering insomnia for the past few weeks.

school has been really fun with my classmates around!
especially when everyone is totally obsessed with Naruto Shippuden: Narutimate Accel 3!
okay, i guess thats pretty bad
haha.
anyway, i wish i wont be that tired since there is no PE for the next 2 weeks.
yeah, finally i can loosen my tight sore muscles for a short period.
i really need a good rest and get my ass away from books, projects and those suffering exercise lead by MrMoney~!
totally drift away from the society, dont even know whats the world going on now.
desperately seeking for outings, movies etc.
yesterday our lesson ended quite early due to no PE.
so i suggested to shop around Tampines with Aidil and Ben.
surprising, both of them said the same thing.
busy with school and work and stuff.
a workaholic and a bookworm nerd.
so we had a 3 person date until we saw Landy, ChowMing and Samuel.
and that makes a 6 person date.
haha!

know the existence of this candy from my sean saeng nim.
this candy is totally awesome!
is a mint candy that gives off a sweet and icy cooling feeling.
i am so damn in love in it and caused me to spent $3.90.

noticed the new shaker fries from TheStraitsTimes and my classmates including me, cant wait to taste it!
with the shared of money with Aidil and Ben, we tried it yesterday!
still prefer the original but Aidil prefer WASABI shaker fries.
haha.
my classmates should know whats the reason why i extra bold it.
no hard feeling ya?

ts time to say goodnight to everyone.
the time is forcing me down to bed.
oyasuminasai.

should i help or just stand aside?

Today's Mood: XD
SignOff: 11.09 pm

ChiangMai!

2010-02-18T20:49:00.013+08:00

Hello everybody, i'm back!

how is everyone's cny celebration?

well i'm pretty did enjoyed myself at ChiangMai, but i missed everyone and my own bed!

i'm sure everyone missed me during the days when i'm not around right?

haha.
but at least i still managed to had lunch with pals during cny eve.

well, i wont be talking about my trip.

i'm sure everyone not interested to listen to places that got to do with scenery, elephant show, flowers, factorys etc.

anyway, i still managed to have fun.

received a good news when i returned back to school today.
MrChong passed me a letter and it listed...

I am glad to inform you that you have been placed on the Director's List for your meritorious performance in the Nitec in Electronics course between July 2009 and December 2009.

You are ranked among the top 5% in your course from ITE college east.

Congratulations on your achievements.

after all it just a letter of notification, nothing to be proud of.
but still, i will continuing to work hard. :)
by the way, congratulations to Aidil too.
another good news for myself.
was told to attend a Cantonese language lesson tomorrow.
is to prepare ourself when it comes to communicate with the old folks.
for your information, community service is my cca.
i'm still learning Malay, Japanese, Korean, Thai and now, Cantonese.

one step closer to my dream now :D

promised to bring some stuff back for everyone from ChiangMai, but i failed.
my deeplest apologise to everyone!!
truly, theres really nothing to buy, even i, myself came back with a empty handed.
a piece of shirt, foods, photos and a memorable trip, thats it!
pictures speak a thousand words, and its going to be tons of photos!

i'm so in love in this can!
a temple in complete white.
looks like ice shiva living inside this temple! :P

a tortoise shell!

my thai girlfriend, haha!

another thai girlfriend :P

bird egg boiling inside the hot spring.

S.H.E (Selina, Hebe and Ella), haha.

free hand drawing!

bird nest soup!

its really a bunch lots of photos right?
haha.
how i wish i can leave singapore for every cny!
i cant wait for another trip! :)
i think i shall end here now.
its already so late!!
i still have to meet WeiXuan and Markie tomorrow for school and i dont wish to be late again!
okay, goodnight everyone!

Today's Mood: Good!
SignOff: 12.55am

Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine's Day.

2010-02-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine's Day.

Finally, i get to take a plane off from singapore to enjoy myself for a few days.
though its not my first time, but i'm quite excited!!
so bye everyone.
heading off to airport now.
will be back on wednesday 17 feb, a night flight.
might bring some stuff back for everyone too.
take care everyone, enjoy your Chinese New Year and Valentines days.
miss me ya! =)

Today's Mood: Excited!
SignOff:

My Hina!!!!

2010-02-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hinamori is dead?!
my classmates told me Hinamori is dead and i went to read the MangaSpoiler.
the person Toushirou stabbed was Hinamori instead of Aizen?!
all Shinigamis were all put under complete hypnosis without knowing it that that person was actually Hinamori!!!!
Hinamori’s body disappeared with the shattering hails!!
everything is true except saying Hinamori was dead was totally crap!
thanks goodness, they given the wrong information!
curse that person who typed that sentence!!
anyway, i'll still pray hard for her!
survive please!

lunar new year is just 2 days left.
mom bought me 9 shirts, 2 bermudas, 2 jeans, 2 pair of shoes, 1 leather jacket, 1 watch, and 2 polo-t from my uncle!
but i still wish for never ending clothes.
haha.
wont be celebrating in Singapore for this year.
will be going to ChangMai, part of Thail right on sunday, the first day of cny.
and will be back on next wednesday.
so no angbaos for this year, i assumed :(
but i would rather have no angbao than staying in singapore.
singapore is damn bored can?
so everyone must miss me arh!
XD

holy mother!
its already so late?!
and i've not revise my korea yet!
i think i shall end here.
goodnight!

Today's Mood: Mood Swing~
SignOff: 10.45pm

Happy 18th Birthday to TeckKun

2010-02-10T19:54:00.008+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to TeckKun

Celebrated my classmate, TeckKun birthday by giving him a mini surprise today.

bought a birthday cake (all thanks to JingXuan!) and surprised him in cafe 1 and we even sing the beautiful soft birthday song to prevent any eyes looking to our direction.
he did not expect any cake or surprise.
mission accomplished!!!

played TimeBomber and the bingo ones received a free chocolate facial treatment!
haha.

after losing the opportunity of going NanJing for attachment trip.
now i'm given another opportunity of going HongKong instead!
after having a mind set of giving up Nanjing, now another trip is offered.
is god playing tricks on me or is this what they call faith?
i think i feel a change in the wind!
same as always, still have no idea whether i'm going or not.
depends on my interview then.

shall cut the long story short since i cant remember much for what have happened lately.
Aidil, Angelia and I did a cutie clay bus stop for last tuesday LLA lesson.
no clue whats there got to do with LLA lesson man but still, i enjoyed that lesson~!

The 4 cute ones XD

The Mother and Son

Loner!

Best Friend!

Car Accident!

Soul Reaper!

and the best work from Brandon, LOL

shall end here.
so beat tired after had my god damn PE lesson this afternoon.
yawn~!

Today's Mood: BAD!!!
SignOff: 10.51pm

Hyper to the Max!

2010-02-01T20:49:00.007+08:00

Really have no idea whats gotten into me today.

i'm in hyper state for the whole day though i'm so damn sleepy can.

laugh and laugh and laugh~

especially when my classmate, Benjamin shown me the edited brochure in the class.

mocking on a innocent guy listening to so called 'techno' songs during the way to school in the bus with Markie.

dirty jokes in cafe 1.

fooling around during our Project lesson.
tackle the poor Aidil in the bus.

once heard this sentence from somewhere.

you gets hyper when you gets tired.

pretty much true, thats what always happened on me!

hehe!
i'm enjoying my school life to the fullest everyday!
but life will be better if the lesson ends earlier!

a spoiler short clip to share with all Bleach fans.
Full Hollow Ichigo vs Ulquiorra 2nd Release Resurreccion.
posted this video in my facebook but i guess my blog deserve better service than my profile.

i just have to force myself to suffer for the next 13 days.
planned to fuck someone off from my life after CNY and i just cant wait!

Today's Mood: High!!!
SignOff: 10.17 pm

Say NO to Draw!

2010-01-28T22:24:00.006+08:00

School is really sucks especially when the word 'DRAW' appeared on the whiteboard!
Angelia was right, we really wondered are we in the right course or something?
MrChong has been forcing the whole class to draw the networks and etcs, for every lesson!
aww, man, give us a break ya!
the whole class started whining already!
now we're damn sensitive to the word, DRAW!!

Yesterday, Brandon suggested to lunched at LobsterPlace.

its our first time though we've been studying in that college for almost going 2 years soon.
haha.

just photos for this post.

realized i've not been taking photos of my friends or myself instead of those rubbish food stuff.
used up all my photos to replace my words!

ok thats all for tonight.
goodnight readers!

Today's Mood: Great
SignOff: 10.38pm

No More NanJing Trip.

2010-01-24T00:19:00.008+08:00

School is damn stress but i did enjoyed my week as long my friends is around.
MrChong is giving us deep pressure and i sure cant imagine how i'm gonna survive for the rest of the month.
yet he still suggested the 3 pointers and above to join the student counselor club.
once i join that club, i'm in doom and sure can forget about my polys and future.
student counselor its just a time-wasting cca that consist meetings and events during school hours.
and how am i suppose to join when i've to start doing self study when its just the beginning of the year?!
so is a big big NO!
my classmates still can point fingers at me and said this: Nicholas join then we will join.
thanks ya!~

by the way, i'm not going for the NanJing trip anymore.
i know everyone will start questioning me but i had no choice.
without asking, i know deep inside my heart, the answer its still a no from my parents
my classmates arent seems to have any interest in it anyway.
so cant expect me to go alone without any partners right?
even if i do want to go alone, my parents will never approve it for sure.
so shall not mention about this NanJing trip since its never going to come true.
shall see if theres any opportunities in the future.

saw my juniors (Zikun, Wyndee, Phyllis and QiFeng) and Jasmine on thursday, that night i had dinner with my pals at the new SengKang wet market.
Compass is indeed a place that is unavoidable to see your friends.
so, i met up with my pals for dinner again!
the time we spent is short, but we had fun talking and craping.
lets meet up again!

i need some photos to keep dust away from my blog.

cheesey juice~

reward for the best fish drawing :D

i had this when i was young and its really nice.
its been year since i had the most amazing gum ever.
the ones i usually had is like chewing on a rubber and it causes my jaw so tired can.
but Felix gum is really different, its tender soft and have long lasting sweetness.
having some gums allows to entertain myself for hours.

addictive!

ice-cream from PepperLunch restraunt!

my mind is totally blank now.
so i shall stop here and continuing watching my videos
well, see you readers!

Today's Mood: Sleepy
SignOff: 2.25 Am

A choice to make.

2010-01-17T23:16:00.005+08:00

Time is running up but i need to post something really important.
so lets cut out the talk.
okay, i've a decision to make but i'm so confused right now.
a person just walked into the class and said this :

'4 pointers, you're given a chance to go to NanJing, part of china for 16days, 14 March - 30 March. A certificate will be given and you will have a higher chance when it come to appealing poly than other 4 pointers. Only 20 student will be chosen for this trip, so think twice.'

sound damn perfect isnt it?
i've my 100% encouragement from my classmates but i'm facing problem when it comes to my parents.
reason being?
everyone knows, i've a god damn weak body and they're worried.
they complained for such a long trip!
its the matter of fact, its 16days, not a 6days trip.
not used to the food and environment is one of the problem too!
but actually, the major problem is my health.
they gets very persuasive when my health is concern!
they does make a good point.
argh!
what should i do?

if you asked me?
i personally thinks that, this is a perfect chance of gaining some experiences and for the sake of the cert, of course.
so now i really need suggestion asap!!!
should or should not go?!!!!

Today's Mood: Confused
SignOff: 12.00 Am

Happy 18 Birthday to Wingsze!

2010-01-16T00:00:00.007+08:00

Happy 18 Birthday to Wingsze!!!

Felt like much more better after 2 days of rest at home but still having uncomfortable stomach.
returned back to school today and i'm rushing for homeworks already :(
also, recieved a bunch of news that happened during the days when i'm not around~
hopefully, they will have their chill pill, cause the hyper is back to action!! :D

school is really fun today.
especially the part when everyone started to ganged up and picked on Angelia just because Nisa's new chinese friend can understand Malay.
and someone had no choice but to only curse and swear!
its time for you to better up your malay, girl.
haha.
and god damn JingZhao keep staring at my giant acne man.
make me so paiseh and hes laughing away.
argh!
oh ya, almost forgot!
can anyone imagine you joined a cca without knowing what is it all about =.=
my stupidility lead me into that situation this afternoon.
reco by Aidil and was asked to join the community helper for the elders or the poors in their family.
that was all i know about but it doesent really work that easy way.
first, we gotta learn a few drilling skills etc in order to get our ass down to the real work.
this is like so totally not cool!
i normally don't handle drilling well or should i say not even once?
but for the sake of cca points, suck it up.
poor Aidil have been listening to my complains in the lecture room. :P
after the short talk, we stayed for free lunch treat buffet by the lecturers.
everyone was enjoying their life to the fullest, grabing foods and beverages for themself.
i'm like so damn jealous can?
i'm the only person left with a empty stomach.
yes, now i'm talking pathetic.
why???
i've lost my appetite ever since i started falling sick.
for the past few days, breads and milo is my only lunch or dinner.
even though mom cooked dinner but after a few spoon, i feel like throwing out and i'm like so fulled.
just like this afternoon, i stopped eating and half of my noodles still left.
i have no idea whats happening to me.
i just want my big eater spirit back!!!
anyway, have to thanks TeckKun, because he is the only one who is not eating and siting beside me.
unlike the rest, gathered around the both of us with the foods, tempting.

Brandon, our joker using his creativity again.
haha!!
the real life show is much more comedy than the photos.
everyone just cant stopped laughing.
the lecturers was like 0.0"
i did realised whenever i'm back to school from illness, school is always fun!
i guess school is the only cure for all.

for pete sake, i wrote my birthday like so clear on my blog profile, is there a need for me to shout it out here?
LOL.
if someone still have no idea, please ask like maybe your big jiejie or cousin, they might help.
for me to know, for you to find out.
enough for today.
time to sleep!

Today's Mood: Satisfied!
SignOff: 2.20am

Dead Blog back Alive!

2010-01-12T20:15:00.004+08:00

My my.
this blog is completely dead!
i wonder when was my last post?
ah! 4th of January!
thats really long man!

yesterday, i was suffering from warm and aches all over my body when i was staying back in the lab, brain storming ideas for project with my members.
thanks god, i managed to recover today and able to attended lesson!.
its just the second week of a brand new year and i'm sick again.
first, minor fever.
i wonder whats next?

okay, school went pretty bad this few days though B students made some friends from the new class.
have to brain storm ideas for our project and its driving my team crazy!
ideas have been rejected either its not practical or components too expensive~!
why does everything so high tec now?
should leave those simple ideas or space for brainless people like us to enhance/customize!
yup, think out of the box.
but hello! we are not born to be geeks but some brainless freaks!
this whole bullshit craps sure sucks my entire week.

(Aidil, Angelia and I drew this :D)

did this during our LLA lesson and i've totally no idea whats there got to do with fish?!!
last tuesday, was told to draw bus stop but somehow i dont know how, MrYup changed his mind and was told to write down the advan and disadvantages instead.
i wonder whats next for next tuesday? zZz
anyway, Aidil, Angelia and I managed to won the votings for the drawings.
thanks for the vote!
honest speaking, the Nemo lacked of shading, 3D effect, shadow, time, good drawing materials and sketching skills.
man, yet i'm still a art student once.

shall end here now.
lesson starts at 8am tomorrow, its going to be a lazy morning again.

Today's Mood: Awesome!
SignOff: 9.54 pm

Tough Reality

2010-01-04T20:39:00.004+08:00

A brand new year and a brand new start of college life.
second year life is completely different from the previous year.
everyone seperated into different specialization course and of course, ended up in different classes.
and i've ended up in WirelessLan.
accept the reality is my only option right now.
well, shall cut my long story short.
okay, today get to know my new lecturer, Mr Chong.
thanks god, hes been relief teacher for our class once and we've known him well.
shall not mention my new class, PE0901T, because it cant even be compare to our B class at all.
its just the first day of school and i feel so damn tired right now.
while some classes was busy slacking (i assumed), meanwhile i've used up my 80% of energy, brain storming on the first project right at the first day of school!
i'm still in holiday mood!!

heard this good news in the afternoon and it really cheered me up!
MsTan told me, i was the top student for C&IE and same goes for my DE.
haha!
this is the first time getting 1st in both subject and i found that really hard to believe!
anyway, that was last year and so, that makes it in past already.
i've to keep on maintaining this kind of result though i know its pretty tough.
but making a small mistake can make a big difference.
so now, i'm gonna work hard for the next 361 days and strike for my goal, Poly!!!

sleeping early tonight.
have to continuing brain storming with my team mates tomorrow.
aww~!!!

Today's Mood: Best!
SignOff: 9.43pm

Happy New Year, 2010!!!

2010-01-01T03:23:00.018+08:00

Happy New Year, 2010!!!

Its a brand new year and a brand new start again.
wishes......
Family, need not face money crisis, everything is smooth and stay healthy everyday.
Friendship, no more conflicts and friendship never sway.
Myself, stay strong and continuing to strike for better result.
wish everyone all the best in 2010!
hopefully this year would be better a year than 09, because is 10, TEN! :D

celebrated new year at Lifen's house.
had foods and a mini barbeque pit outside the corridor.
though nothing special except we had foods for the whole day, but i believed everyone did enjoyed themself to the fullest, ya?
especially the 9 of us, turned into a bunch of crazy kids and played Crocodile at the playground.
the 9 kids (LiFen, GuoWei, Yvonne, Weixuan, Jivaan, LimYan, Janice, Joshua and Me)
its kinda of childish, but it was a great time having fun together.
miss the golden old days in secondary, its been really long since we run and sweat.
it was my first time celebrating new year, and it turned out to be a memorable celebration i ever had!

i've influenced SOMEONE on how to disfigure cute push dolls:X
dolls dont deserve to be adore, they are made to be disfigure.
muahahaha.

Today's Mood: Extremely Hyper!
SignOff: 4.51 am

Wushu chalet

2009-12-29T00:31:00.026+08:00

(Left to Right : LimYan, Markie, Me)

Slept at 6am and pulled myself out from my bed at 8.30am.
that was exactly 2hours of sleep, for the god sake of our dear WeiXuan!
meet up with the rest (GuoWei and Yvonne) and we headed off to ite college east.
the day started off with an unpleasant incident, all thanks to the cab we took.
god damn curse that driver man!
shall not mention it here, it will only cause someone upset.
as WeiXuan was suffering inside the chamber of interview, i was enjoying the cheese cake that Yvonne has brought for us from her working place, TCC. :P
thanks girl!

all of a sudden, Chester just popped out from nowhere in the college and i have no idea why he was there.
but i'm quite certain that, i've been mocking him for the whole day.
stalker prince~ :D
haha.
spent our time by wandering around Suntec again.
lunched at the Japanese restraunt. (i did not take note of the shop name)

left and met up with my wushu mates to attend wushu chalet.
sorry pals, wish to spent more time wandering and exploring around with you guys but i cant.
anyway, wish WeiXuan luck for his course.
all the best dude!

travelled to Pasir Ris Park to meet up with SCC (Senior Citizen Club) members. (Liying, Limyan and Jivaan)
sorry folks, made you guys waited for me for so long.
reached the resort and we look like standing dummies.
its been awhile since we talk to the members, so.....
quite shy~
haha.
after Jivaan introduce the juniors to us, that is when the bond started.
get to know a bunch of girls man!
we even exchange phone numbers.
not to get any wild ideas but its just keeping contact with everyone.
and being a son have to be faithful to his mother.
have to barbeque chicken wings for her sia!

that person should know who am i referring to!
was told to stay overnight but due to tomorrow plan, i cant.
gotta call MrLeong, the section head of electronics to change my specialization course.
pray hard, everything going to be smooth!!!!
sorry folks, maybe next time ya?
expecting more of this kind of event in the future.
enjoy myself to the fullest today and no regret!
gossip/crazy/mocking/bitching.
this is what i mean the real party!
anyway, the juniors are really fun to be with, but they can be nasty if you get nasty.
they're god damn much more violence than we, the seniors, i assumed.
dont ever underestimate them!
anyway, its really glad to have them in wushu!
hopefully, by the end of the day, i still can managed to remember some names and faces.
spare me man, i suffer from short term names memory.
gonna get kill if i forget their names!

should have bring along my hair wax, now i got a shot of my messy hair!
argh, idoitic!
can anyone kindly help me photoshop my hair?
i'll be great if anyone does that!
no joke!!

as its getting late.
Yan offered us a ride back home but we rejected his kind offer.
its really inconvenient for his parent to rush in different direction.
so Jivaan and i was rushing towards the bus interchange as we're afraid to miss the last bus.
when we're on our way back, we saw a car stopped right infront of us.
guess what, Yan got down from that car and told us to get in.
thats really thoughtful, thanks!
honest speaking, i guess we've missed our last bus, cause its going midnight soon.
haha.
anyway, still owned him $3.20 for the share of drinks for the chalet.

our dear LiFen, where the hell did you go?
i thought you having a chalet soon?
everyone is expecting it!
going to bed now.
gonna sleep tight and wake up for tomorrow outing with Mom to Bugis.
by the way, i get my hair blonde and no one notices it!
sad!
off to bed!
goodnight readers.

Today's Mood: Max to fullest happy bar.
SignOff: 2.40am

Demanding!

2009-12-22T00:09:00.005+08:00

Watched Avatar with pals on saturday.
thought its going to be a boring movie but i turned out to be great!
underestimating it will get you bitten in the end.
never thought i would stepped out from my house after the cause of my haircut.
all thanks to LiFen's cap. :D
anyway, i found that hard to believe, though no nasty comments from them.
baby fats and short hair is what i only heard.

as for today, accompanied WeiXuan to ite college east with pals to appeal for his desire course.
and meanwhile, asked about my specialization course transfer.
have to seek help either from my CA or MrLeong, which he will be back at the 29th.
man, i cant have a peace of sleep as long i get this done.
totally no interest into god damn WirelessLan man.
i wouldnt care less, i only interested in Computer Networking!

Computer Networking!
Computer Networking!!
Computer Networking!!!
Computer Networking!!!!
Computer Networking!!!!!
Computer Networking!!!!!!

well, no point whining here now.
gonna pursuit MrLeong for a transfer!
going use all sorts of methods!
Force! Bride! Seduce! Threaten!!
!!!!!

SubWay for breakfast at Expo.
its my first time and thanks MrFoo for the guidance.
foods and craps!~
Tcc = Pcc!
wander around Suntec after food.
2 GirlsGeneration poster for WeiXuan and KatekyoHitmanReborn for myself.
explored Suntec after Yvonne left for work, since its just the 3 of us left.
discovered some really real eye opener places!
maybe we can spend our christmas around Suntec.
they have great environment and romantic views.
except the god damn awful poo we discovered.

what a long tired day i had!
feeling sleepy and my eye is already half closed now.
getting to bed soon.
but i'm afraid i cant get into my dreamland though i'm tired.
23dec is the release of the results, thats what i heard from my pals.
and i'm so damn worried and nervous now.
tsk!
shall end here.
Mum jio me to watch FinalDestination 4 with her :/

Today's Mood: Great!
SignOff: 1.03 am

Ground of Emotions

2009-12-18T01:05:00.004+08:00

Went Malaysia with Mum and her friend.
everything seems changed but i still perfer Singapore.
no offend.
its been ages since i pay a visit and i wonder when was the last time i step into their land.
bought a new bag and i love it!
by the way, its not white this time.
search the whole place but still, couldnt find Fatal Fame 2.
deep disappointment.
well, will continuing searching till i get it!

my hair was shorten 2days back and i hate it!
supposed to have a new refreshing haircut but it turned out to be nightmare!
now indeed, i have to stay at home for the rest of my holiday til i get back my style.
i shall skipped this year christmas!
just i was ready to rot at home, event have been listed out zZz
chalet, house warming, exchange christmas gifts, celebrate a new born baby and oversea.
how i am i suppose to turn them down?
tsk!

why the hell i'm in WirelessLan instead of ComputerNetworking?!
i thought i should be able to get the course that i've chosen.
the whole class is pissed and unsatisfied, our 1st choice has been messed up!
what the fuck is the person that plan all this doing?
did not fulfill any of us requested!
3rd choice is actually 1st choice is it?!
we're given chance to chose and we did not get what we want.
then whats all this 'choosing course' all about?
might as well chose it for us in the first place.
if you says, sometimes you dont get what you want in life.
allow me to say this, i'm not the only one can?
is the whole class, come on, whole class!
a top scorer from our class was given 3rd choice instead of his 1st?
bullshit craps!
that doesent make any sense, thats too exaggerate can!
fuck this college!
this is really unacceptable!!
we need explanation!

oh please god, tell me what should i do?
why does everything just happened so sudden.
i dislike showing my weak emotion to others.
neither anger nor sad.
a mood spoiler week!
not a mood for anything now.

Today's Mood: Deeply Down.
SignOff: 2.36am

Happy Birthday to Limyan

2009-12-15T22:41:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to LimYan!

Watched movie with my classmates yesterday and wander around at Ehub.
finally out and gotten damn lazy for staying at home for 2weeks.
i really dont understand why, alot of people ask me out when i'm busy for exams etc, and not when i'm totally free like now, during the holidays!
fine, at least i have saving instead of spending.

tried my psp game and i love it!
The graphic for Tekken is getting better and Obscure The Aftermath is something smiliar to Silent Hill.
creep~
still searching for more games!

i'm so damn in love into Thail movies now.
watched this clip from Sis's facebook and its extreme gory!!
they might be able to win Saw.

nothing much to write about my holidays.
i would rather go school instead of locking myself at home everyday.
at least i dont feel that i'm so away from the social.
but i will miss my sleep badly :(
selamat pagi//

Today's Mood: Listless
SignOff: 11.45pm

The End!

2009-12-03T22:25:00.008+08:00

Yohohohoho~!!!!
exam has finally come to an end after having a few weeks of vexed studying!
as promised to blog, and here i am!
our papers is quite easy than we expected!
though the whole class promised to failed and retake the same subject together but i believed we failed to! (i mean C&IE)
but how could we just stare at the paper and do nothing when the answers just appeared from our mind! :)
and i'm really surprised when i heard this from MsJayna today!
She pat me on my shoulder when i was about to enter the examination hall and she said this:
(great job on your DE test, you got 1st in class!)
HUH?~ that was my first reaction!
did i heard something wrong?!
i cant believed what i heard!
wahaha!
all thanks to 1 of the class test that i did!
i failed that test and that really pulled my whole mood down!
without that, i wouldnt went into panic mode and did more revision to improved.
i'm delighted by my effort, not my results!
at least all our effort is not in vain, thats all i know!
i hope that apply on my C&IE too!
pray hard*

now i can put my mind on holidays.
like hell i do!!
exam was a sudden end and i'm not ready for it!
guess everyone is used to those old simple ordinary life after weeks of studying!
yes, now i'm talking pathetic.
is better to glad something to spend time for the next few weeks before its too late.
Iyan-hn!

went for my appointment checkup 2 days back.
did all those stupid urine test etc and i have to return for another appointment in next 2months time.
having a little problem now, but nothing much to worry.
i'm just worried for my parent hard earned money!
tsk!

coming up outings.

-chalet and movie with juniors
-Escape and bowling with classmates
-YamiYogurts/gathering/dinner with pals

cant wait to meet everyone once again!!!

today is the last day we spent together as a class and with MsJayna!
i really had a great year together with everyone and proud to be in class Pe0901B!
honored to have a great lecturers and classmates!
when we first stepped into this college, we are not prepared on the new environment and friends.
with a blink of eyes, everyone is going to different path of ways again

never forget the time we had together!

Today's Mood: Good and Sad!
SignOff: 1.01 am

Karama!

2009-11-26T20:06:00.004+08:00

somehow, one of them managed to solved this puzzle 0.0

i drew this for Angelia! haha!

Cant remember most of the things that happened this week so i'll cut a long story short.
today is the last day of school and i'm celebrating by having a big feast together with my classmates!
everyone sure is a big eater man!
look at the plate, is fulled of food that cover up the whole plate!!
its just a mini celebration but the real big toast is coming!
we will raise our glaases next week right after our end year paper.
cant wait to end my paper as soon as possbile!
forcing myself into books almost everyday!~
i know no matter how hard i tried, i wont get another GPA4 this time.
i should be glad for having it once but still, i wont give up!

Good things always come to an end ya?

i'm taking ComputerNetworking next year after a long discussion with my Brother on friday.
what he said was really right.
'anything can be done as long you have the interest and heart'
anyway, big thanks to him!
he traveled back home just for the sake of my course!
appreciated*
hope i'll be in the same class with my classmates as for next year.
my whole year will not be fun without them!
pray hard!

sometimes, i wonder why does some people take things around them for granted?
didnt they know there is a word 'Gratitude' exist in the english dictionary?!
forget it!
what goes around, comes around.

just another 5 more days and i can throw my books aside.
shall charge like a bull for the next few days!
shall ask everyone out after paper.
misses everyone so much!//

Today's Mood: Best to the max!
SignOff: 10.04pm

Happy Birthday to Markie!

2009-11-19T21:22:00.007+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to MarkLee!!! :)

the weather was really bad today...
it started raining when i'm doing my tutorial and i'm freezing in the class.
the rain was long, really long....
so long that from the moment I got out of the class, i'm desperatly looking for a jacket. :(

am i freezing myself from my own reiatsu?

took Tmath final test today.
thats means, one paper down!
yohohohoho~
but, now is not the time for a toast........

11days away from final showdow!

i'm still stuck in between next year ComputerNetworking and WirelessLan course!
both have their own future and advantages.
i gotta think twice for any choice i gonna chose!
this is not a trivial matters, one wrong step may cause my future to be gone and theres no turning back~
argh! this is killing me!
hais, nevermind!
tomorrow, Bro will be coming back home from hostel.
shall ask him for opinion and see what hes gonna say :D//

Today's Mood: Good!
SignOff: 10.29pm

Wushu Camp!

2009-11-17T22:38:00.007+08:00

Went back to PeiHwa right after my extra lesson to attend wushu camp.
headed off after meeting XiHsien, Jivaan, Liying, Markie, LimYan and Yvonne
the moment i stepped into the hall, memories flash back in my mind!
say hi to the wushu members and hugged with my dear GuoQuan.
started crapping right after meeting with the fellow team mates.
everyone says i've changed and getting more good-looking :D
must be the changed of my hairstyle that made me look different.
and one of the Junior say i'm cute?
watashi kawaii desu???
LOL!!!
managed to found and talked to MrMuru, MrChia and MsYeo.
they're pleased to saw us back!
shall visit them more often!
and for god sake, why are you guys talking about my history again?!
everything its in the past and its time to change the topic!~
anyway, really did enjoy myself to the fullest today.
get to have the chance to see each other once again after the last camp.
expecting another meeting again.
we're planning for a chalet soon!

didnt waste a trip back to peihwa, thats all i know.

walked around Compass with Yvonne and finally bought my wife figuring, NicoRobin.
thanks Yvonne!
you're like a sale promoter that gave good advices! :D
intend to go for a job interview recommended by her.
hope i could get that job as i'm currently desperate for money!

money fall from the sky, please!

its time to return back to my books.
having C&IE class test and its starts at 1pm tomorrow.
which means, i can sleep for hours to replenlish my rest!
wohoo!
goodnight everyone//

Today's Mood: Overjoy
SignOff: 11.51pm

Bad dreams!

2009-11-13T20:46:00.009+08:00

school was fun as usual.
watched movie during MichaelTay's lesson and that movie was really a real eye opener!
his movies never fail to catch our attention ya?
anyway, i'm not delighted on my PM1 results man!
we did everything so perfectly and i only scored 72, a B grade!
but none of my classmates get a A anyway.
PM1 isnt the most easiest subject to score?
i found that hard to believe man!

add a tick to my suspicious chart!

exam is just 18days away!
and i'm still in play-time mood and not prepare yet!
how i wish i can get over this as soon as possbile.
i already have a planning list for what i'm gonna do after my exam.

- Update Blog
- Facebook
- Twitter
- Spring Cleaning
- OnePiece, DeathNote, GundamSeed, BoysOverFlower
- Outings & Shopping
- Jobs
- PSP Games
- Continuing studying Japanese
- Getting Rid Pimples & Panda Eye
- Replenish Sleep
- Keep Hair Longer and more....

having nightmares during this few nights!
and dreams like, people sucide right infront of my eyes!
those dreams really woke me up every night!
i swear to god, that was the worst nightmares i ever had!
and it was a constant nightmares man!
i guess, that was the main major problem for having panda eyes though i slept at 10pm!!

wouldnt miss out any games since all are listed here! intended to download all these games and try it out after my paper! i cant wait!!!! but some games still have to wait for their release. Iya-Iya-hn, sad :(
check it out

Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn Battle Arena 2

GhostBusters

Naruto Shippuden Legends Akatsuki Rising

Little Big Planet

Tekken 6

Obscure Aftermath

Undead Knight

shall end here now.
today's post is enough to cover up for the next few days.
miss me ya!//

18 more days, Ganbarimas!

Today's Mood: Disappointed
SignOff: 11.43pm

Happy Birthday to Liying!

2009-11-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to Liying Mummy!!

i'm into stress and busy with studies lately.
might leave my blog unwanted till i get my exam done.
will not be updating my blog this few days and instead, drowning myself into studies for the next 2 weeks..
shall update as soon as i have the time to..
afterall, i have nothing to update except my daily school lifes..
so, bye everyone//

Today's Mood: Stressed
SignOff: 10.34pm

Exhausted!

2009-11-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

Board a crowded bus 27 today and nearly collapse from exhaustion!
reason?
had only 2 hours of sleep last night because of my killing cough!
had no choice but to pulled myself out from my bed and rushed to school with a sleepy look on.
thanks god, MsTan wasant around today and we have a day off from C&IE. :)
poker cards during break and i had enough of classmates man!
they are so damn funny and i'm the one laughing the loudest!
still managed to focus and absorbed what MsJayna have taught for today's DE lesson, all thanks to RedBull :D
without that, i might be sleeping in her class!
but totally lacked off during the practical lesson.
luckily Dan was there to helped out and he did the whole jobsheet without much aid from me!
sorry and thanks!

i need help to destory my panda eye!

aww man, i have a sudden urge of eating Mochi ice-cream!
my god damn favourite icecream of all!
i swear i'm gonna get it as soon as possible after my paper :D

i want to taste that soft and tender glutinous rice again!

met up with group for dinner in few days back...
it was fun though it was a short day hanging out together!
sometimes, meeting up for dinner does sound pretty good ya.
shall meet up for more on dinner next time.

Sis bought me the Transformer 2 Dvd which cost over 30 bucks on yesterday!
i'm so surprised and meanwhile touched for what she did!
that piece of Dvd is so expensive and she just afford it.
shes the best man!

my my, my eyelid is getting heavy!
worry not, i'm getting in my bed now!
goodnight everyone~

Today's Mood: watashi wa ureshi desu!
SignOff: 9.59pm

Fault or Not?

2009-10-29T22:40:00.005+08:00

School was pretty fun today!
i spent the whole day laughing on others and my very own craps!
now i get to know my classmates VERY well!!
they are top infamous wanted gays!
just kidding!
they sure are a bunch of comedians indeed, truly never fail to make me laugh everyday!
but today, i took all the blames from my dear friend Dan and Angelia...
this is what happened:

Dan: Hey Nic do you know, yesterday the WHOLE class did not attend MsTan lesson?
Me: WHAT?! You serious?!
Dan: Ya, the whole class chabo, so i got no choice but to followed too.
Me: What the... you're our class top and goodboy student leh! How can?! Then she must be freaking mad and went to complain to MsJayna bah?
Dan: If you're in school yesterday, i wouldnt have skipped her lesson, but no one accompany me, i dont want to be a loner lah!
Me: So my fault lah?!
Dan: Yup :D
Me: ...........

Me: Angelia bad girl, never attend MsTan lesson yesterday right!
Angelia: 很 sian leh~ plus 全班都没有半个人去?!
Me: Be a good student and go mah!
Angelia: 没有人陪我，我很sian lorrh没有人跟我讲话!
Me: 你来学校是读书, not here for chit chat and buddy buddy.
Angelia: 如果你有来学校, at least 有人陪, 我会去 lorrh..
Me: Dan said the same line!!! Then 我的错啦?
Angelia: Ahh!

i'm just taking a 1day MC and everything turn out to be my fault!
thanks arh!!!!
next time, it my turn to revenge!
if i lose to these guys again, i'll be too ashamed to live!

the wind blowed in their way!

doing my final report tomorrow for my PM1 project!
i must get 16 marks for this in order to get a A grade for my PM1
and the total marks for this is 20!
its so damn hard to achieve that godly result man!
aww~
theres really too much of things to be listed today!
shall continuing next time.
its getting late, it time for me to get in bed.
night everyone!

Today's Mood: Hyper!
SignOff: 12.01pm

Badddddddd year.....

2009-10-28T22:07:00.011+08:00

Down from flu and skipped lesson today!
i wonder why my immune system is weaker than others..
of course, i'm not the only one..
everyone falling sick nowadays, due to weather?
anyway it was a sudden temperature changed during my sleep last night and i started shivering.
went to see a doctor and given 2day leave from school.
but felt much more better now after taking my pills, might return back to school tomorrow.
not much time left until my end year paper, i shouldnt be lying on bed now.
hopefully should be alright tomorrow.
everyone, drink plenty of water and get enough rest ya!!
this is the only way to avoid falling sick.

indeed, what a bad bad year.....

Transformer 2 Dvd is out!
trying to get the disc and watch my OptimusPrime and MeganFox in action once again! :)
saw the preview shown in the shop at HougangPoint in 2 days back with Markie..
went to grab something to bite along with him and he sent me back home.
i was like, "why are you sending me back?"
he replied, "nothing better to do, hence not going back early too."
without doubt, he misses me lot :x
before he left, "i really miss the bbq last year!", after he saw the pit near my block..

i sure does too!

on the way back, we will gossiping and talking about the past..
how we really miss the few years life back in PeiHwa.
as i know, we are much more united and have stronger bond together.
unlike the life now, so damn shitty!
i believe, just a few more years, everyone might walk into different path of way.
it just the matter of time....

different thinkings, different ways....

my medicine is making me drowsy now~
i shall end here.
bye!

Today's Mood: Terrible!
SignOff: 11.02pm

Big Mistake!

2009-10-21T22:49:00.006+08:00

LOL!!
sorry for the previous post!
i thought something wrong with my page, but actually its was the front and sizes!!
go ahead and read it, i just made a changed...
haha!
so embrassing!!! :D
bye!

Today's Mood: Good!
SignOff: 10.51pm

Dreams......

2009-10-20T20:36:00.006+08:00

Replenished my sleep today without a need of going to school..
having practical test today for both bagde 1 and 2.
i belong to badge 3 and it will be tomorrow...
wish me luck ya!

someone served the library for years should know that i am not that kind of person that will step into the library, browse and pick a book, and get out.
surprisingly, yesterday i went to the library from our school and borrow a Japanese book.
found that hard to believe right?
nevertheless, i'm drowning myself into the book soon!
ok, i better keep an eye on myself from neglecting my studies.
anyway, Simei's library should be honored XD

one step ahead of my dream...

i still have no idea what i really want in my life.
is the dream of mine is what i'm trying to pursuit?
hm, why am i still hestitating?
why does everyone have a dream?
only dreamers can succeed in his/her life?
i need an answer!

Today's Mood: Normal
SignOff: 11.13 pm

Goodbye, PM1~

2009-10-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

PM1 project have finally come to an end!
slept at 2am last night and woke up at 5 to finished up everything..
that was exactly 3 hours of rest and i had to meet my team at 7.30am!
we are the first group to present at 8 and we are suffering from nervous tension and shoulders!
surprising, the outcome turns out to be unbelieveable!
Aidil and Dan managed to peaked on MichaelTay's result slip and they saw my results..

Presentation = 7/10
Quesiton and Answer = 7/10

supposedly, without any mistake, i guess thats my result i heard from them..
i found that hard to believed man!
though we faced a few problems during the process, but the whole group still gain some high marks..
anyway, great job guys!!
cheers!

breakfast at cafe 1 was truly a great time after our presentation!
we are laughing with tears by the topic of......Cock...........
.......
but its makes my stomach hurts when i recall the expression that A.K shown to us..
his face is filled with fanscinating expressions that really made us laugh like mads...
since there is no project bugging on us, we should let off for a day..
i'm so relieved after spending months on project, i can fully concentrate on my studies now :D
gonna work extremely hard!
Ganbatte!

flaked out once i'm got back home..
was forcing my eye wide open but i collapse from fatigue right after my shower..
having not enough sleep is my biggest enemy!
but achieving my result for having 3 hours of sleep is quite worth it XD

Today's Mood: GOOD :D
SignOff: 2.03 am

Happy Birthday to WeiXuan and I!

2009-10-16T00:02:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to WeiXuan and I!

thought today i'm going to celebrate my birthday with my project and books in my room!
but didnt expect my Buddies gave me a surprised by coming over my house!
really very touched man!
thanks for everything and the giant birthday card!!!
beside that, Liying Mummy sang a birthday song by message...
appreciated!*
today A.K (Arvind Kumar) bought me and the rest icecream at cafe 1...
i was shocked and surprised when he served the icecream right infront of my face!
my icecream is different from the rest, its 3 scoops instead of 2!!!
so damn touched man!!
and and and...........
Sis and Mum gave me a mini birthday surprise celebration at home!!
thanks for the mini tortoise present and cake, Sis!

and thanks for everyone's sweet wishes!
the names are all in order!

Dan, Melody, XiHisen, Jie, Liying, LiFen, Aidil, Arvind Kumar, MarkLee, Angelia, GuoEn, Samuel, MsJayna, Clement, Jasline, Mummy, Daddy, MingXuan, GuoWei, MsTong, WeiXuan, Yvonne, Michelle, Chester, Lingna, Jivaan!

i hope i did not missed out any names, or i'll be skin alive! XD

more photos will be upload next time

i know its part of my fault!
but dont you think you need to reflect on what you did just now?!

having my presentation tomorrow...
i'm so damn nervous now man, same goes for the rest of my group member!!
well guys, i believe we can do it!!!
after tomorrow, we can celebrate for no more rush project!
show them what we got!
all the best to us tomorrow!!!

got to go...
enjoy my last 1 minute of my birthday till 12am!
goodnight//

Today's Mood: Best of All!
SignOff: 11.59pm

Happy 17th Belated birthday to Arvind Kumar!!

2009-10-15T23:15:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Belated birthday to Arvind Kumar!!

sorry for the late wishing, but i have made my promised by wishing you BIG BIG at my blog!
you have been a nice friend of mine since the day we knew each other in Simei ITE..
never fails to make me laugh and my smile away from my face..
had some much fun yesterday at cafe 1!
and will never forget your craps and jokes man!
P.R.A.Y~~
LOL!

to be contining on today.........

a Dekai Haka's 7 week!

2009-10-11T22:43:00.008+08:00

well well well..
looks like my holidays ended in a flash of light..
tomorrow have to wake up early and squeeze with the passenger in the bus for school..
for the next 7weeks, i'll pour all my time into just studies...
nothing else!
i have wasted my holiday time without touching any single books!!
though a few times la..
if i dont manage to get 3.5 - 4GPA points, i'll jump down!
i believed my resolve is strong XD

i'll stopped OnePiece of the time being..
gonna miss it badly man!
i'll never forget this two faces!

4 more days till my birthday..
i wonder what will happen?
Mom and Sis have been asking any presents i desire of..
honest speaking, never thought of any of it...
clothes? accessories? food? figurings? devices?
dont ask me, cause i really have no idea!!

watch a few more episodes of OnePiece and off to bed..
slept at 7am+ and awake at 11.30am..
reason?
for the sake of tonight!
afraid i will suffer insomnia if i continue sleeping like a log in this afternoon..
gonna flake out soon!
a early rest will turn out great!//

Today's Mood: tuka re ta
SignOff: 11.04pm

Make Sense!

2009-10-07T00:38:00.005+08:00

bloody hell fucker!
stop seeking attention can?!
why? why cant think for what you always did!
a lion never change it spot, this sentence never lies!

tsk!!
why is there people being annoyed by my sentence?
when did i start pointing finger?
do i need anyone's consent to vent my own problem at my own blog?
does that affect your problems too?
come on, i wont be so stupid to describle you here, its not worth it..
unless you're the top infamous person in my grudge list..
man man, i dont wish to cause any misunderstanding...

hehe!
another MUST watch movie on my list now!
Raging Phoenix by the director of Chocolate..
for those who watched Chocolate should know who is the main cast!
the poster is so big and clear, duh~

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/256116/can_justice_be_done_for_malaysian_girl.html

spent your few minutes of life time and watch the video on how these fuck up 'act one big' kids that exist in Malaysia!
i wonder what kind of big guts they have for doing what they shouldnt infront of the God..
what i have to say is been commented by others...

5 more days till school starts and my homework still undone~!
gosh!
gonna rush my projects and homework in the next few days..
no more OnePiece for the time being! :(

Today's Mood: Average~
SignOff: 1.27am

Its Released!!

2009-10-02T19:25:00.003+08:00

after waiting for months and finally its released!!
we get to see some release zanpakuto and kido in fights on this movie...
UraharaKisuke, KyourakuShunsui and UkitakeJyuushiro get into fights too, but not much actually~
its worth waiting anyway..
looking forward on their next movie!!

went to Mustafa last night with Mom and Sis...
brought 4 discs in 1 go!
wow, i never brought that much in my life before!
prawn noodles for supper last night after my dear Sis keep whining for food!
oh man, gonna get fat if this continues on..

sorry for the wait, Ms Sim!

cant wait for school reopens..
i'm just wasting my life time at home rotting..
its impossbile to study at home as i'll be distracted by computer..
my computer are really good for nothing, keep losing connection man!
hais!

off to dinner//

Today's Mood: Boring~
SignOff: 7.56pm

Un understandable

2009-09-30T02:55:00.004+08:00

why am i bothering what happened lately when it will spoilt my mood?!!

just came back home from DownTownEast...
Mom and Sis brought me to catch a midnight show, Phobia2...
its my first time experience a midnight show man..
quite 'mountain tortoise', i admit XD
haha..
well, show was pretty alright, but i'll still prefer Phobia1..
anyway, BIG BIG thanks to both of them..
they knew i desperately wanted to catch this movie, so they arrange this though its their second time watching..
next time, shouldnt have wait and turn down their offer...
or else, i'm the one ended up suffering..
thanks! :)

i wont be so dumb anymore.......

went to did my PM1 project with Aidil and Dan..
wasted so much time because of some reason..
but we still managed to finishes off what we're suppose to did today..
though its quite rushing and stress, but we still had fun..
BIG thanks to Mr.Arvind Kumar, once again you made my day up..
sorry if i'm being hash towards you just now..
as you can see, everything is kept inside myself..
anyway, thanks for your care and concern :D

why i'm always the one stepping out when no one is willing to?
no point isnt it?

yawn~
i'm so damn freaking tired for the whole day..
going to bed early today..
goodnight everyone!

bloody hell fucker!
why cant some people start to reflect on what they always did!!!

Today's Mood: Upset!
SignOff: 3.47am

Sucky Network!

2009-09-27T22:07:00.003+08:00

ciaosu!
finally get the chance to update!
having internet connection problem lately, making me so damn frustrated over it..
facing problem when i'm surfing the net sia..
i'll never know when it will start to lose connect while i'm surfing!
the only thing i can do now is watching animes to pass time!
going to throw the computer out of the window soon!!!

the creator of CrayonShinchan have left this world at 20 september..
he was going to mountain hiking in Mount Arafune and he accidently fallen down from the top of the mountain!
which means, no more new CrayonShinChan movies anymore! :(

i guess i'll end here today...
i'm afraid it will start disconnecting when i'm enjoying typing..
will be back until my connection get better..
see ya!

Mr. Aidil, if you managed to read this message, contact me ASAP!
or you going to wait like a mad guy on tuesday!!

Today's Mood: BORING!~
SignOff: 10.53pm

Happy Birthday to ClementChua

2009-09-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mr. Clement Chua!!

looks like i made it in time to wish him in my blog!
afterall, i hate advance nor belated wishings...
anyway, hi everyone, i guess is time to update..
pretty busy lately due to the up coming holidays...
usually the last week of school before the break, there will be lots tests or plenty of work to rush..
both TMath and DE tests are held at the same day, thursday...
(-_-") told you so..........
thought the last week of school and i wont be that tired, but i guess i'm wrong...
still so listless as usual after my everyday school..
having not enough sleep is my biggest enemy man!!!

i'm under depression from my height, size and hair style!!!
though i grew a few inch for the pass few weeks, but its still a unacceptable height for my age now!!!
yet my weight is increasing instead of my height!!
argh!
old folks says we should eat the proper amount of food in order to get taller, but it seems like i getting fatter instead :(
and i guess my mom is being annoyed by my everyday's whining for my hairstyle...
though its back to long but its unstyle :(
everday i will explain or show the hairstyle to her, and she just have to accept my whinnings..
now only a few know what kind of hairstyle i want...
wonder how it looks like?
ask me then, i might tell you if i feel good :P
soon, i will lost my self esteem sia!
i'm staring at the mirror everyday until it gonna break soon and nothing seems to change!!
man, what should i do?!
i need degree holder with professional help!!!!

by the way guys, there is a steamboat dinner held at LiFen's place this coming friday..
i'm not the organiser, just a messenger...
its a treat by the girls...
i will start to message everyone soon and tell me your answer ya?
so get ready for a feast and gathering!!!

another big feast for me = prepare to die soon!
aww~!!!
its time for me to get back to my books now
shall continued my whinnings next time//

Today's Mood: Depression!
SignOff: 10.43pm

My Achievements

2009-09-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

Best Personal Script Award to Nicholas Ong!~
haha, its from FACETS programe that we attended every wednesday morning..
its sort of Care lesson we had in our previous school..
gotten into this award by writing our own reflections or opinions on a book that we called, Journal..
4 people was into this award and i was one of them..
lucky lucky :D
sadly, we have come to the end of this programe..
i wonder if we will still have a chance to attend such programmes in the future..
hope so...

photos will be upload next time~

achieved one BIG journal book from Ms Jayna too..
its for 4 pointers only...
and she wrote something on it..

[Dear Nicholas, Congratulations for your first GPA4! Is not an easy GPA4 but i know that you will continue to work hard and even harder. You do know what you want, right! Aim high and I believe you can do it!!!

"You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be."

LouHoltz!~ Gambette!~ 加油!~

With LOVE JaynaEng, July 09]

sweet and full with encouragement isnt it?
yes! i will strike for the best and aim for what i want!!
but i cant ensure for another GPA4s anymore..
haha!
its a quite critical and hard term for me..
still, i will continue to work hard for it..

my dear Sister bought me a new Psp cover!
she happened to saw how bad it turns to after using it for almost 3 years soon..
so she promised to get it for me ASAP!
thanks Sis, you the best!

BEFORE

AFTER

I cleaned/rubbed/washed/polished my psp by all sort of different ways to made it exactly as new!
LOL!
i will take good care as long things to do with white! XD

no lesson for me tomorrow..
having mock test but its for badge 1 & 2 only..
and i'm in badge 3 which will held at Wednesday...
so no school tomorrow..
wahaha!!
off to movies with Mom now!

sayonara~

Today's Mood: Tired like hell man!
SignOff: 11.40pm

A Change of Character

2009-09-01T23:14:00.005+08:00

ice skating is fun!
how i wish i can skate like Shiva, God of Ice!

my my, its been a week since i update my blog...
its kinda difficult to update the blog everyday when theres nothing to write about..
school school school, thats all i can say...
kinda sad to missed out yesterday's teachers' day concert held at PeiHwa!
heard that Wushu did a great performance from that Ms.Egg!~
aww, couldnt make it to PeiHwa due to my lesson ended at the bad timing..
received some messages but sorry folks, couldnt meet you guys up!
maybe some other occasion ya?

down from Flu since friday..
took a few pills of Panadol Flu Max but its still not working!
my immune system sucks and something creepy happened this afternoon!
shallnt mention it anymore, its 7th month now~
gonna investigate that no matter what!

spend my day by going out to do my PM1 project with Aidil, Dan and AK..
its the first meet up day and everyone was late by an hour and worst still, SOMEONE 2hour!
no need to mention the name and i believe the whole class sure know who is that 'EARLY' bird
own liao lorrh, break my record..
usually we head off to a mall right after our lesson..
but today.......
hais, expected anyway!
LOL!
theres gonna be more 'late late meet up' session in the future..
must use to it man!
started off our project at Kovan, the nearest mall to my place and headed off to Ang Mo Kio Hub...
intend to do another mall but the sun is setting and i suggested to give everyone a break..
plus Aidil and Dan is currently under fasting..
i'm the organiser so normally everything goes as i say :D
wahahaha!!
yet that person still dare to shout out........
START LATE AND END LATE!!!!!
bullshit!
if both of them is not under fasting and i'm not feeling sick, i wont let everything goes that way!
i still accompany them to bus stop to wait for bus 88 and 72 man, they better be grateful!
but overall, its still a fun day :D

having my TanTockSeng Hospital appointment again!!!!!
the actual day was today but i changed it to 1 December due to my Project today..
i refused to go but my whole family and relative insisted!
my Aunt even willing to pay the fees for the appointment..
its pouring the money and time deep down to the drain man!
i'm perfectly fine now, hey!
now, do i have a choice after those forcing?
they say its going to be the last visit and i have their words written down man!!!
it BETTER be in this way!

my life is pretty normal nowadays..
shall not ask for anything now accept for my studies..
things around me is going crazy soon but i cant change the fact or anything else..
as i said, i will keep everything to myself..
add a selfish tick beside my name then..
i'm no longer that person puts a fuck up face infront of you and start scolding when you did sometimes wrong...
or going around telling people this and that..
whats the point man?
but a person that store everything to himself and filled with grudge and hatred...
i can forgive, but never forget..
yes, i'm bad and evil..
so what?
once its craved at my blacklist, it will never be removed...
i did not chose not to be removed but it cant be removed..
thats my character similar from my mother, cant blame...
i promised myself to chose this path from this second.....
but i wanna to make myself big and clear first..
i'm not trying to be anti social, i still talks and craps..
but a person that will never spout any of his anger or sadness...
fair enough?
if one of these day, i managed to tell you my grudges or hatreds, count yourself lucky then..
you must be someone that i can fully trust............

looking back at all my photos in my computer..
and i realise some photos should be gone like, forever!
they arent worth to exist anymore!
intend to burn them into ashes that will never been seen again!
the last sight of the photo is none other than the pair of my eyes...
now i want a FIXED group photo!

oh gosh, i never realise its already so late...
theres school tomorrow man!
off to bed~
oysuminasai!

i want another fixed group photo!

Today's Mood: Happy if without Flu
SignOff: 12.44pm

None of My Business!

2009-08-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

a shity donut from Yvonne!
though it don't look good, but it smell and taste good!
thanks!
school was fun as per normal, but the stress level is increasing due to upcoming tests!
somehow, i keep having a bad feeling of not getting GPA4 for this term...
maybe my lack of confident spirit is back?
but who cares as long i will always keep on study hard ya! :D

so much thing happen this few days, but none of it is my business..
i'm just a listener ear for those who need someone to rant their troubles at..
no longer the one giving advices as i guess i dont have to or they dont need me to!
the answer depend on them anyway!
i will just fold my arms and step aside~
the only thing i'm concern is none other than my studies...
i'm counted as lucky as i just need to worry for my studies because i just have to XD

Mom and I made this for our morning breakfast!
the presentation have already made me hungry!
i'm getting more and more interested in cooking now!

not going to my grandma house today!
that is why i'm able to sit down here blogging
sadly, nothing to list here as i've mention above...
just trying to update as i'm going to neglect my blog soon..
having DE open book class test tomorrow!
better go get my brain refresh though its open book test but never underestimate it!

Today's Mood: Tired
SignOff: 5.06pm

What Life is All About!

2009-08-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

advertising food for our campus is back again!
its cheese fries this time, my favourite!
taste good and the price is just alright~
give it a try man, its worth it and you will love it!
XD

school is fun as per normal~
what i detest the most is the time slot, its starts early and end late!!
i hate it man!
today one of my classmate, Aliff is really cartoon!
i was singing while doing my work and he suddenly offer this request..
'hey, would you like to join our music band as i think you can sing pretty well! our band are concentrating on Japanese song, your favourite! what do you think?'
no offend, but i have no interest in it...
i usually lock myself in my room and sing out loud!
i'm not used of standing infront of the audience showing off my beauty voice~
singing is not my dream but its part of mine and everyone's life, i ensure..
thats my style of singing!
thanks for the offer and i really appreciate that! :"D
by the way, i'm not a good singer anyway -_-"

i guess i mix around with some of my friends too much~
mixed with those who're fully devoted into Korean singers and actors..
and soon.............................
korean is becoming part of my desire by the influence of them..
you know who you are~

Lee Byun Hun

after watching G.I.Joe and his image always appear in my mind whenever i saw StormShadow!
he really did his way of acting in that show man!
i'm quite impressed by his spoken english!
the level of his english can compare to the white ones!
without mistake, he can speak mandarin too!
wow, i salute tee!

Kim Jong Kook

hes not a actor but to me, hes the best singer!
not his fan but a lover of his songs!
i love his songs man, i really felt calm and peace whenever i heard his songs played!
expecting more beautiful songs from him!

Song Hye Kyo

this beauty is neither pretty nor hot..
look at her, shes PERFECT from any angle!
how i wish i have a girlfriend that is the same type as her!
awww~!
i gonna receive words like, wake up and stop dreaming!
haha!
i know her from the korean drama 'Autumn in My Heart'!
i was only the age 10? when i used to watch the drama with my sister and never realise shes a beauty from that show as i was a kid that time!
nevertheless, i started to realise shes a perfect lady now!
its not too late isnt it?
LOL..

well, just sharing with everyone my crazy idolism lately!
after all these koreans appear in my life, i have a urge of learning Korean language :P
but i'm still considering as its way too difficult for me!
my mini brain cant absorb much..
so for the time being, i better stick on with my Japanese XD
trying to fluent both English and Mandrain and currently learning Japanese and Malay!!
thats what life is all about isnt it?
upgrading~

going back to my books now..
having Tmaths open book test tomorrow!
wish me luck ya!

i pretend to know nothing~

Today's Mood: GOOD :D
SignOff: 10.04pm

a tired but fun day!

2009-08-16T00:07:00.004+08:00

few days back, i called Aunt and wished her birthday...
i made a call because its much more sincere than words from messages ;D
its my first time wishing her and she is so pleased by that..
of course, Bro and Sis texted and wished her too..
people might be asking why it must be this year!
honestly, i dont know!
haha..
but what i always know is...
she dote us, siblings more than her own son..
so i guess, we should at least wished her though we couldnt get a chance to celebrate her birthday..
words of affirmation is possbile of making a person smile too..

slept at 2am+ and awake at 3pm today!
so freaking tired after a long day yesterday..
wander around Singapore with BakaAo, BakaPinku, BakaChairo and BakaAkai..
lunched at a restraunt recommended by LiFen..
the taste of the food really awesome man!
sad, i cant remember the name of the restraunt!

intend to catch a movie after lunched..
but i suggest to shop around rather then spending our precious gathering time staring at the giant screen..
its a rare chance for us to meet together again...
beside, movie can be watch anytime..
went BakaKuro's working place at convention hall to spy and surprise him..
haha..
toys, games and comics are on sales now!!

tomorrow is the last day of sales, grab it before its too late!!
you will also get to see our mr friend, WeiXuan, Dion and Clement serving the customer..
LOL!
traveled to Orchard, ION mall for another surprise mission..
our new target is non other than BakaMurasaki!
she was stunning with her both bright eyes staring at us!
an unexpected view for us and of course a day for her too!!
brought cookies from her and waited for her and WeiXuan to end their day from job..
by the way, she is working at Famous Amos..
pay a visit to her and be a nasty customer to wait for her to serve you!
muahaha!

saw this awesome Jet OptimusPrime figuring at the convention hall!!
its so cool man!!
how i wish i can have it!
but its way too expensive for me..
its cost around 100bucks +
as i was goofing around asking them to buy for me..
Me: Eh! buy for your captain leh, i'm a small boy and i need toys!
Yvonne: Ok i will, but of course, with the share of everyone!
LOL..
man, i'm just kidding and yet she take my joke so seriously!!!
for goodness sake, dont waste money buying that..
its really far too expensive!
i appreciate your kindness!

a long tired day for Weixuan, Yvonne and us too..
the way back home in train is truly fun..
i'm going to become mute soon because of whole day XunWei's 'Who Wants to be the Millionaire' question!!
laughing and laughing for the whole day because of his stupid, idoitic, sicko question!
but how i wish the trip back home will be longer!
so we can spend more time crazy with everyone~
hmm..
next friday another outing for us!!!!!!~
[photos will be uload next time]

someone just never learn!

Today's Mood: Tired

Mood Swing~

2009-08-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

finally, my toushirou have reached 100!!!
thats his and my dream, haha!!
now, i can forcus on my studies as promise!

sent bro to NTU last night along with his belongings..
took a sight look at his room and i slightly guess hostel cant compare to the room we always rely on!
that is our own room and bed!!!
i'll complain my bed and room if i'm him!!
i'm not targeting university anyway..
those places are meant for people that is 'born to be intelligent'
with my mini brain and i still dare to expect that?
dream on!!
whatever it is, i wish him all the best for his next 3 years studies!!
of course, i'm going to work hard and strike for the best too!!

went to watch G.I.Joe with Dil and Dan this afternoon...
after waited for so long and finally theres someone accompany me!
anyway, they are interested too!!
thanks guys!!
its worth watching that show!!!
lots of action and exciting scenes!!!
actions more than words!!
and my favourite character is StormShadow!!
he is cool, strong, and lastly, his clothing is completely white!!!
awesome~!!!!!!
but, he died in the show..
he work for Crobra and bad guys always die!
sad!
i thought whites are usually the good guy instead?!

Lee Byung Hun, role for StormShadow!

Naruto, Sad and Sorrow

oh man, how i hope i can play that!!
this afternoon i just told Dil and Dan, my interest of music instrument is piano..
and they just replied: go signup for course la!/ buy one then!
how i wish that too, but i think thats not going to happen man!!
for the sake of interest and i'd to spent money?
well, i dont came from a rich family!!!

today theres a mini booth in our campus near cafe 1 offering some mini english knowlegde test..
the test goes like this...
first you will pick a number that you like and the helpers will read a question from a paper according to your number...
its either 'short answer quiz' or 'spell the word'
theres no right or wrong answer for the quiz and even if you spelled wrong, you still get the chance to try the lucky draw..
1st prize : free $5 voucher at Cafe 1
2nd Prize: free $2 voucher at Cafe 1
3rd Prize: a bar of chocolate
so 3 of us threw ourselves in and tried it out!!
of course, i picked the number, 10!
wow, i cant believe NicholasOng is so engross on this kind of contest!!
nah~!
i refused to try it but was convinced by Dil..
since theres reward, why not ya?
afterall, i'm much more interested on their overall prize, instead of those vouchers...
LOL!!
they will accumulate all the participants names and draw out 1 lucky winner!!
and the first prize is, Iphone touch!!!!
no joke man, thats was what it wrote on the whiteboard!!!
but give it up man, lady luck is not on my side, always!
anyway, i won the first prize, Dil won the 2nd and Dan won the 3rd!
mine is to spell the word 'Pronunciation' and i got my mouth shut!
Dil was on my side helping me and the Helper spell it for me though i'm wrong!
yet i still got the first prize?!
LMAOS!

after movies and our project, i brought a few donuts home..
and my dear mother and sister was surprised to saw that..
they were asking whoes birthday and why i brought that?
hello, cant i just buy some donuts for the family?
LOL..

having mood swing lately..
dont ask me why and how?
just feeling so frustrated and pissed...
better dont mess with me this few days..
you guys fully understand my bad temper and attitude!
hmph!
going to bed now!
realise its already this late!
i must be earlier than Dil and Dan tomorrow!!!
its a challenge for 3 of us!!
man, usually i'm the last.............

Today's Mood: GOOD :D
SignOff: 11.00pm

life is boring~

2009-08-07T22:43:00.002+08:00

had fun dining at LiFen's place last night with the rest of fellow friends...
its a dinner gathering for us to meet up again~
after losing contact for awhile, everyone sure misses each other!
expecting for the next meeting now!!~

tomorrow project outing was cancelled..
due to some reason and i just have to agreed with that..
its weekend tomorrow and the shops might not entertain us!
argh! we are so freaking far behind from the rest now!!

can you guess what the hell is this?
noodles+curry puff tied up using hair band!!!
of course, i'm not the one who did this...
its our classmates, SiQi and YuJia's artistic work!!
nice work done~ zZz

OMG
i love this clip!!
LOL

this 'girl' is totally disgraceful man!!!
MUST WATCH!

美

tomorrow slack at home again..
no people jio me out, have to stay at home rot!
yawn~!

Today's Mood: Tired!
SignOff: 11.59pm

new 'hairstyle' huh?!!!!

2009-08-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

argh man, i cant stand my new hairstyle now!!!
its freaking short and weird!!!!!
for SOMEONE who comment me for acting smart...
i want to state myself big and crystal clear here!!!!!!
i'm not the one who wanted this!!!!!!!!!
is my DEAR mother who keep telling this to the auntie..
'CUT CUT CUT!! CUT AWAY THE LONG, UGLY FRINGES AND SIDEBURNS THAT LOOK LIKE HOOLIGANS!!!
CUT IT SHORT AND CHANGE NEW HAIRSTYLE, DONT ALWAYS STICK ON TO SAME HAIRSTYLE, SO UNSTYLE!!!'
everyone, understand my situation now?!!!!!!
ZzZ
now having short fringes and sideburn is the latest hairstyle arh?~
win liao lorrh, what else can i say when its already cut off!?
do i have a choice HUH?!!
if now its holiday period, i will lock myself at home everyday!!!
i dont even dare to face the crowds in the bus nor my classmates sia!!!
though no nasty comments so far...
just some comments saying its short and weird which can return back to the golden old days in secondary life..
sorry if i started to whined here like nobody business..
but please stand yourself into my shoes la..
dont tell me, you never had this kind of situation before..
everyone does!!
everyone do complain like hell..
especially with my bad temper, i can nag for years till i get back my long hair!!!
i'm serious man, i cant stand it whenever i look at the mirror!!
its really frustrating and fed up!!!
i dont wish to meet anyone now!~
no joke, i will hide from everyone if possible..
which means, our group outing with be organise once i got back how i used to look!!!
if you get to see my new HAIRSTYLE, count yourself lucky then//

Today's Mood: FRUSTRATED, PISSED OFF & UPSET!!!
SignOff: 9.14pm

New HairCut~

2009-08-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

school was fun today!!!!
had so much laughter during our break at cafe 1..
our Mr ArvindKumar (AK) got us all man!!!
5 of us is listening to his funny craps and laugh along too!!
especially when he started his nasty comments on those passerbys and that Hantu (ghost) he was refering to..
and and and.....
we learnt more about 'Fish Tanks'!!!!!
LMAOS!!!!
and 'someone' acted cute infront of me sia!!!
i shall mention this since probably she will not be here reading this..
wahahaha~!

school is getting more and more busy..
everyone have to work extremely hard for this critical term....
though i have not start my self study, but soon, i will!
just trying to get my Toushirou to 100 first..
and i will get my full attention and concentration on my studies..
thats a promise to myself now..

just went to had my hair cut few minutes back..
surprising, i have made a 360 degree new hair cut!!
but it will look kinda weird for the first few weeks..
afterall, no one gets their hair 100% done for the first cut ya?
meanwhile, sad as my long fringes touches my mouth have 'ascending' back to my eyebrown!!!
pardon me if i starts to whine for the next few days~
to comfort myself, long fringes are no longer in style!
XD

off to bath and bed..
completely dozes off in the bus today!!
argh, my lazy bones are heavy!//

i miss everyone!

Today's Mood: Crazy!!!
SignOff: 10.15

*cough cough~

2009-08-01T21:21:00.012+08:00

i always neglect my blog man..
not for game and studies, of course..
was pretty tired everytime i reached home..
as i once mentioned dozing off in the bus almost EVERYDAY~!
its a really loooooonnnnnng and boring bus trip back home man..
was so tired and lazy to even swtich on the computer got back..
that is why........

feeling completely alright now, but my cough is still killing me everynight...
each cough will caused my head to blow up..
can you imagine, everyday, i'm studying inside a room contained with 'smokescreen' coughing virus...
the air we breathe is fulled of bacteria and virus from nowhere...
and the college is sitting back, doing nothing..
even lecturers are getting lesser and lesser to school..
tsk tsk~
but, the fun in school arent getting anywhere..
theres still jokers making me smile everyday =D

our classmates is fighting over our CA, Ms Jayna by making soldered rings..
they used the soldering iron to melt the soldering wire to refined rings to win her heart...
they made heart shaped, heart shaped with just wire and one of our classmate said he made his '12 karat diamond ring'!!
LMAO..

cute and style isnt it?
hey, its not easy to solder you know?
it might look easy as it look, but you can give it a try..
never ever underestimate their skills..
XD

i might be ill but my appetite is still on!
have been enjoying myself in school even though i shouldnt be..
mummy keep banning me from eating this and that due to just back to recovery..
shhhhh!
dont tell her!!
LOL

My Second Cake, Tiramisu...

blended watermelon juice..
my favourite beverage!!
however, not that good as i expected..
disappointed*
still prefer bugis's...

grass jelly with logan and extra SAGO!!!
black and white dessert, nice isnt it?

as i said, our campus do sells ALOT of delicious food that is worth testing on them..
hmm, i wonder whats next? :/

XunWei, LiFen, GuoWei, BoonKhim, Yvonne, WeiXuan & LimYan..
prepare to make yourself free..
theres going to be another meeting soon!
attendance is compulsory!!
i will chose a day that everyone is free..
which means, the next word thats going to come out from your mouth is non other than a YES..
i will never accept a NO!!!
1 NO = cancel!
canceled = YOU explain to those YES ones....
for goodness sake, please give me face..
afterall i'm not the one who requested this anyway..
someone ask me to plan this, so if you dont want to give me face, but please kindly give that person some..
that person is really desperate to meet us all..
you dont miss us, but we miss you XD
for future information, i will text or call you people..

hais!
have to plan another outing too..
outing for my project management members...
my job is to organise outings and planning..
headache!

Today's Mood: Happy :D
SignOff: 10.01pm

my bad omen!

2009-07-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

my prediction was right..
was down from high fever and cough while i was sleeping last night..
my whole body is like burning and started to shiver too!
which causes me not in school today..
went to see the doctor, and my temperature was 39.3 degree!!!
nearly 65% suffer from H1N1...
yesterday was Dan, now its my turn...
now kana quarantine from going out zZz
missed out so much lesson!!
gonna work hard once i'm back school..
indeed its a bad omen!
hais!

got to go now..
medicine made me wanna sleep!
goodnight everyone!

Today's Mood: Terrible!
SignOff: 9.59pm

Solar Eclipse falls!

2009-07-22T18:25:00.005+08:00

sorry for the lack of post..
didnt notice it was already a week...
will update now, so readers, stop complaining ok?

this early morning, many people wake up just to get a look at the Solar Eclipse...
but only lucky ones get to witness it..
even million of asians headed up to the sky...
but others seeing the rare event as a bad omen and shut themself indoors...
frankly, i was quite surprised to know this day will come..
remember i mention this Solar Eclipse at my blog before?
when i was warded in the hospital and one of the nurses told me about this incident...
it really happened, and it took place this morning!!
creepy!
now the Eclipse has ended, whats next?
flooded at East Coast Park or 2012 doomsday?
it dont sounds good man...
believers have started to lived in fears everyday for the up-coming 2012 doomsday...
non-believers take it as craps..
indeed they mention umpteen times of doom before...
but who knows, if its really going to happen this time??
whatever it is, always be prepare as unexpected incident do happen...
in fact, there is no escape from death if it really occur on that day..

feeling extremely bad now..
having a bad sore throat, cough and headache ever since this morning i was awake...
i guess thats the bad omen for me!
but i still can enjoy my life on........

Strawberry cake!
LOL!!
it realy taste good man..
surprised to know, our campus even sells such nice cakes without noticing it!!

going to get a early sleep tonight!
dont feel so good now, really...
bye everyone//

Today's Mood: BAD!
SignOff: 7.28pm

Changes do happened!

2009-07-13T21:08:00.004+08:00

ms Jayna wasant in school today, again..
have not seen her almost a week le, wonder when she will be coming back? :/
as for today..
went to watched Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen again..
its my second time watching it, but i think its worth it..
afterall i get to see Megan Fox and Optimus Prime againXD
lesson 'ended' at around 9am+
so i suggested to catch a movie since its still early for our next afternoon lesson..
me, AK, Eugene, Aidil and Dan had our breakfast at Mac and we went to brought our tickets...
while waiting for the movie to start, we went to fool around at Toy R us like a bunch of inmature kids..
LOL

no much photos taken..
there will be more in the future XD

after movie, we rushed back school for our attendance and we went off..
and sorry Blue, promised to go home together with you..
hm, maybe next time ya?
afterall, who will like to go home alone?
the journey back home alone was freaking boring and tired..
mades me dozes off in the bus almost everyday..

i guess i better get some early rest..
have not had enough sleep since the first day of school..
though i slept for 8hours, i might be still yawning in class..
tsk!

Everyone do change, it depends on good or the bad side.....

Today's Mood: Happy :D
SignOff: 9.36pm

Botak Ah Neh!

2009-07-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

this guy is our laughing stock!
i describle him as Botak Ah Neh..
look at him, he really look like one!!
wearing a Rice Cake on his head, Lighting Earing that look like Ah Neh and most importantly, he is a bald!!
for some reason, he is in mine and GuoWei's party, and we keep laughing at him!
only Maplers listened to our explain will understand why..
LOL

first day of school was bad!
Ms Jayna on course and no books for us to study..
so ended up no lesson for the whole day..
can be said as, came to school to attend temperature taking only zZz
also, we received our new sucky timetable that spoilt everyone's mood!
tsk!
hope tomorrow is a better day to start off with our next stressful term//

Today's Mood: Bored and Tired
SignOff: 10.57pm

BAKA job!

2009-07-02T03:27:00.003+08:00

its 3am plus now and i'm still blogging at this hour...
isnt a great idea to but i wanna post something to keep updated, since i'm not sleepy yet..
have been going out with Blue for the pass few days including today..
though its just the both of us, but we still managed to enjoy and have fun..

went to interview for NewurbaneMale with Blue yesterday..
its was a waste of time..
reason?
i wasant ready of the interview!!
i got my tongue stuck during the process..
the interviewer had a (Get Out of Here!) look on his face..
it really make my both legs shaking!
its a terrible day ever!
not just that, i 'donated' my blood to some mosquitos too!!!
we were told to answer a stupid question on a paper, so we cross towards the opposite side of the outlet to a garden..
while siting at the rock bench, i started scratching on my legs..
what the.....
and, guess what kind of question it is?
this is it...

(Should Cows Wear Bras?)!!!!

zZz
though theres no right or wrong, but i spent so much time brain storming by answering the question and meanwhile feeding those blood thirsty mosquitos!!
at last?
what did i recieve?
yes, i received a bunch of red itchy marks on my legs and arms now!!
expecting a phone call?
wait for the next generation bah!
think in positive way, i take this as a experience on interviews bah!
and my answer for the top question is........

My Answer: Yes, it depends! Female cows should wear Bras! Girls wear bras and same goes for female cows! Its human nature!

such a fantastic answer and i didnt get chosen!
mostly, many will reply NO and dot dot dot......
mine so style and special!!!
BAKA TEIMEH!!!!!!!!!

forget about that stupid job and lets talk about today..
as for today, same, just the both of us lunched at Compass's Sakae Sushi..
its was a coincidence to saw Ms Tong at the restaurant...
shes pregnant and its already 6month!!!
Congratulations!!

(my favourite of all!!)

its been year since i get to taste their sushi!
though its just the two of us lunching, but we still keep our laughter on by mocking and gossiping around!
we are forever the Bitch and the Slut!
LOL..
it was a treat from Blue and once again, i wanna thank him here!
*Appreciated*
as promised, i will return him a treat once i got enough cash..
have been facing money crisis this few months..
hope you understand..
afterall, i dislike owning someone a favour or etc...

this coming friday is another reunion outing!
this time, i'm not the one planing~
'you will take a break and leave it to me' said by Blue!
well then, i shall leaved it to him and let him taste the process of planning..
and just a few words to those who are invited..
be more considerate can?
dont let us, planners landed in a difficult spot..
you just have to make a effort by replying either a YES or a NO!
simple isnt it?
if a YES, of course we are happy to heard that!!
if a NO, then we just have to cancel it..
by the way Blue, though i keep saying i'm not going~
and you really do believe my words ya?
so you think i'm a spoiler huh?
LOL
my answer for friday it just right on top...
unless something happen me (touch wood!)

getting tired!
off to bed now//

Today's Mood: Happy :D
SignOff: 4.29am

Optimus Prime ROCKS!!

2009-06-27T14:57:00.004+08:00

its been so many days since the last post of mine..
wow..
i guess i better start updating my blog..

get back our result at wednesday..
i'm so proud of myself :P
was expecting both B instead of A..
gonna keep up my hardworks for the next term too!!

went to snatch the tickets of Transformer 2 : Revenge of the Fallen yesterday with XunWei..
it was a last minute decision, so ended up only the both of us..
the movie was superiod!
lots of fight scene compare to 1..
but, what i hate is.........
i cant see their body and faces clearly..
its like a bunch of steels and metals running around and killing each other..

Leader of the Autobos: Optimus Prime!!
he is Colourful, Cool and of course, undescribable Powers too!!
i just love him much!!!

WARNING to our dear friend Mr Pauh XunWei!!!!!
better keep your mouth shut after reading those compliments i made for Optimus Prime...
or else.....
dont blame me for telling everyone what you did that afternoon!!!
HISTORIES DO REPEAT!!!!!
wahahaha!!!!

have been staying at home ever since i watched the Movie: Drag me to Hell till now..
reason being?
i have no idea either..
no ones plan for outing, so have to rot at home playing maple..
and games that will neglect my blog!
8 more days till our school reopens, i assume..
thats what everyone was telling me..
expecting school?
NO!!!
once i thought of waking up early in the moring, squeezing with the passenger in the bus..
going to school with physical tired and mentally stress....
argh!!!
i just hate it!!
what to do?
life is boringzzzzzz

Today's Mood: Bored
SignOff: 4.08pm

movies and photos

2009-06-18T03:09:00.005+08:00

this afternoon just got my wet pants out of the cinema..
drag me to hell really got US!!!
us as in, XunWei, LimYan and GuoWei..
surprised having to see LimYan and GuoWei kana scared..
usually they will use words like 'not scary leh' to bypass our question..
instead, me and XunWei got to see their weak side today!!
listen guys, no matter how strong you are, there will always be something that are STRONGER than you..
wahaha!!
its really a chilling movie ever..
i never get so coward in my horror movies life at all until i need to sit so tight against Blue..
and just right beside me is our dear Brown and Red..
they are so funny, its the first movie that made them suffered from shock more than me and Blue!!

well, nothing much about today..
today its just the 4 of us outing..
though the attendance seems pretty low, but we still managed to have fun..
and one thing that i need to mention here..
finally i'd break the late coming record..
i'm not the last one today..
its RED!!
LOL!!
thanks for helping me break my late comers record!

i uploading the photos we took during our Sentosa trip..
i'm not going to wait for ALL the photos..
its going to wait for years to get them!!

(Chou Ah Beng!!!)

(i'm a celebrity giving off my autograph!!)

(they are watching me autographing)

(my impatient fans, LOL)

(Blue and his idol)

(Yellow birthday!!)

(pom pom shemale)

(OMG! its pom pom and me!!!)

(bro and sis always :D)

(muahahaha)

(hey, i'm not the only one! where is your respect for your captain?!!!)

(hey the white guy standing there, dont be shy, join in the fun!)

(waterboy)

(feeling so emotional)

(he turned into a IronLady in sudden)

(and he jump with joy)(man this shot is awesome)

(what the hell is the left side doing?)

(restless hunks!)

(hot isnt it?)

(nice shot thanks to Mr TanBoonKhim)

(argh!)

(strictly, no water ballet is allowed!!)

(parental guidance in order to view!)

(being force to shot this, LMAO!)

(its me and my best friend crabby!)

(as the sunset goes and we returned back to vivo)

(erm whatcha doing, sir?)

(left acting cute, right nature cute!)

(my favourite photo ever!)

full of photos isnt it?
LOL..
expected even more than this!!
shall get the rest of my pictures from our photographer next time..

well..
off to bed now..
my eye lid is getting heavy!
goodnight everyone!//

Today's Mood: High-Spirit
SignOff: 4.17am

movies

2009-06-15T22:16:00.009+08:00

hi readers!
my apologise, have not been updating lately..
as too much incident happened at home recently..
thanks goodness, one of the problem is solved..
however, another fucking problem happened right after this noon..
the fucker is in deep shit tomorrow..
good luck~

my deepest apologise to my wushu team mates..
sorry, i'm unable to attend this afternoon outing as the reason was big and clear on top..
but thats not the main caused too..
somebody was so brilliant that caused the whole flat to be blackout last night!
for goodness sake, i slept at 6am +..
of course, not my own bed, but my grandma's bed..
and that brilliant person still dare to do all those shits..
oh come on, be more responsible on your own action la..
that was the main problem that i cant attend this afternoon outing!!
FUCK!

i'm sure i'm going to catch up all these movies!!!

Drag Me to Hell (horror)

warning for people who have weak heart..
better not try your guts by watching this movie..
even a full guts person like my mother uses a cloth to cover her eye..
i wonder if my face will turn as white as a piece of sheet after i came out from the cinema!!
LOL..
a 5stars rating by my mother!!
woooohooo!
its really difficult to force my mum to say nice..
"the story line and horror part is superiod, its worth watching the second time" said by my mother
i cant wait for this coming wednesday!!!

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (action)

i will not explain this movie..
i assume everyone will not know how to explain this movie well..
because, its way great to explain..
love the loud and destructive sound effect and surround?
this is the good movie that you'll enjoy..
however!!
get it before the week of showing..
you will be full time stupid person to squeeze with the crowd and ended up nothing!

Final Destination (4) (violent)

i didnt expect a 4 coming up!
i thought it ended at FD3
but well, i better stop my wishful thinking of watching this show..
its bloody and violent..
as well as M18 show!
sad :(
(you cant cheat death twice)

Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs(animation)

frankly, i not that good at explaining this movie..
well, should i say a comedy animation instead?
people that have watched the past two movie of this show should know it well..

Toy Story 3 (animation)

argh!
i cant wait for this!!
my favourite cartoon show ever!!!
i'm their number one fan!!
our generation should known this movie bah, i assume..
the youngers one might not know this movie..
depends bah..
sadly, going wait for another year..
sad :(

a long post to cover up my few days back lacking and as well the next few days..
very, i got nothing to do now whenever i switch on the computer..
for the time being, i quited maple..
after their new maple 2, make me sick of it..
really sick!!
though from now, i will be using this computer full time, because my brother just brought his new laptop yesterday..
but, i'm really rotting at home..
sad :(

Today's Mood: PISSED OFF!
SignOff: 11.10pm

an enjoyable day at sentosa!

2009-06-08T22:49:00.007+08:00

yo everyone!
just came back home from Sentosa..
aww~!
my whole body feel so damn heavy now..
totally undescriable tiredness..
yet, i still wish to share with everyone about our day at sentosa..

first..
we should thanks our dear friend,LiFen for the delicious snacks and Breads that she prepared for us by waking up early this morning..
your hardwork is on gratitude!
dont ask me why i bold and coloured the word: Bread..
people that went this afternoon should know it well..
well i assumed, we will be alarmed whenever the word BREAD is mention by anyone in our group!
LOL!!

Happy advance Birthday to MR TAN BOOM KHIM!!!

hope you enjoy the first time celebration we made for you! :D
we brought a CUTE birthday cake for the birthday boy!!

i was attracted by this two cute penguin which i made my choice of buying it..
Mr Tan, better be gratitude that, i was the one who chose the cake that suits your current age and attitude
LMAOS!
as the leftover cake was smashed at his face..
i know i'm evil, because i was the master mind :P
wahahaha..
(more photos will be uploaded next time)

after cake and lunched..
the two BAKA LimYan and XunWei started playing in the salty sea..
luckily i wasant kana pull in by them..
as i keep giving stupid excuses, but they are not that evil afterall XD
but.........
i'm still their top person that they first aim for the whole day until i'm willing to get into the water by myself!!
still, they are evil always :P
argh!!
soon, more accompanies join in the fun...
sadly, some people still refuse to get in!
TSK!
(more photos will be uploaded next time. Still waiting for our Photographer for sending~)

left the beach at around 6 and head off to bugis as the birthday boy requested..
dinner and we went home..
at the train, someone is freaking crazy~
laugh for the whole journey...
i promised myself, never be a actor anymore!!
kana blamed by making him laugh! :/

thats all for today..
its really enjoyable and fun this whole day..
and its been YEARS since i get to taste the salt water at SENTOSA..
wonder when its my last visit at sentosa's beach..
plus, its my first time taking train transport there too :P
i know i'm a mountain tortoise..
as i always went there by my parent's vehicle XD
GUYS, when is our next group outing?!!
XD

i hate to recieve this letter!!
a mood spoiler!!
having my checkup tomorrow, its going to be the last bah, i guess?
this tme, its going be onii-can fetching and accompany..
and paying!!!
argh!
it always cost few hundred bucks for each visit..
tsk!
having a bad feeling now!
hais!
hope everything went smoothly tomorrow..
no more third shocking news for me, my heart cant take that pressure!!
better get some early rest tonight
goodnight everyone//

Today' Mood: High and Happy :D
SignOff: 11.35pm

Holiday time!

2009-06-06T00:34:00.003+08:00

went to school this morning at around 6.45am plus while the lights are still on..
its my first time witnessed the quiet and peaceful campus...
as i was taking the stairs up to the 3rd floor at the business block.........
i can only heard my own footsteps, creepy~
had a early last revision with some of my classmates and Ms Jayna..
as the time passed by, we headed to the exam hall at 8.15am..
gather outside the room and everyone is discussing if the standard of the paper is going to be similar to the EEP test..
thanks god, the paper is pretty easy if you did studied..
all my efforts on studying and waking up early for revision wasant in vain..
:D

now, i shall announce, ITS HOLIDAY TIME!!!!
finally i can gain back energy!
besides, have not been feeling good this few days..
going fall sick soon, real soon!!
since its a long break for us..
we should use it wisely and plan our outing now!
catching up a movie tomorrow..
simply miss the fragrant smell of popcorns!!!
LOL!
so i should not fall sick this time!!

off to movie now..
see everyone tomorrow..
bye!

Today's Mood: GOOD GOOD! :D
SignOff: 12.50am

stupid EEP!!!

2009-06-03T00:19:00.004+08:00

went to school early in the morning, fully prepared to take the EEP exam..
one word to describle the test :D
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SUCKS!!!!!!!!
all the formulas we have studied and stored inside our brain are all in vain!!!
its mostly knowlegde questions that we seldom study!!!
or should i say, we dont even take a good look at those knowlegde question at all!!!
the whole class expecting the standard to be similiar with the past years revision papers we have did!
this is bullshiting!!!
this is really a extreme shocking news for everyone...
even our advisor understand how sucky is the piece of white shit!!
i burn everynight and gotten 'some' pimples on my handsome face just for this exam..
and now....
aww~!
i just read the class's blog..
only less than 20% managed to pass the test..
i cant imagine if i'm the rest of the lucky 80% ones..
whether i'm the 20 or 80% ones, depends on my class advisor..
kao!
i'm going chiong my AE tomorrow no matter what!!!
even if its going to have earthquake strikes or tsunami falls!!!
ARGH!!!!
enough of the test..
what have done, have already done..
just dont expect this coming thurday to be a unpleasant day for me..

i have made a little changes for my blog..
notice too much of anime will cause my blog to be kinda of.....childish for my age..
perhaps, uploading more photos of ownself is better..
but i will still continued to change my blog theme after my exam..
as for now, its not the right time for any changes..
afterall, its my own blog..
i will simply just ignore those nasty comments..
but good advise and comments are always welcome :D
i just bear this in mind..
no one can offend you, unless you chose to be offended!

before i end today's post..
i want to share with everyone a shocking video..
i believe some have heard me mention this before but i always failed to remember to upload..
a bloody sicko retard maid abuse a small child at SINGAPORE..
recommended by my sis again..
enjoy!

getting sleepy..
my stamina nowadays are pretty bad..
cant tahan too long..
get a early rest tonight and chiong tomorrow..
after all those chionging..
i will have plenty of time in my life to change my blog theme..
lastly, NO COPYRIGHT arh!!!!!!!
or else, you are a person without sense of originality!!!
LOL
Oysuminasai!

Today's Mood: Upset!
SignOff: 1.02am

Jiayou everyone!!!

2009-05-29T19:36:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BIG BROTHER!!!

time flies and you are now twenties..
sorry if i did not prepare anything for you..
but i will look out your present during the holidays..
and few more weeks, you will get into university soon..
so, good luck in your studies too..
stay style and cool!!
XD

:D
yeah! finally i can get 20 over marks for my AE class test today!!!!
afterall, all my tough hard work i put in wasant in vain...
as what i told my friends, if i still managed to failed or get 20marks and below..
i shall quit studying!!!
LOL..
i guess my desire and determine shown this result!!
i'm so proud of myself though i'm not the top scorer..
hahaha!!!

today our PE, we have to go through a swimming test..
fortunately, i have present my swimming certificate to teacher, and he recognize it..
thanks god!
i dont have to swim..
its not because i'm afraid, its because i'm too lazy to get into the pool just for a 5minutes trail and then get up to dry up..
sound pretty lame isnt it?
thats why i'm not in the pool..
but its quite stupid after bringing my clothes to school and not swimming..
i have already prepared to take the test if the cert did not get approved..
and surprising, i'm not afraid and instead, i'm excited!!
i have not taste the water for years!
(ok, i guess years are too exeggerate, then what about months? sounds good? LOL)
now i felt kinda guity of rejecting my classmates..
they keep asking me to accompany them to pool, but on and on, i keep rejecting their request..
sorry guys, get to know me well first bah..
NicholasOng is pretty lazy when in comes to changing and wearing..
once again, really sorry!!
especially Landy Chia, as i promised i will accompany him, but i'm too lazy this afternoon..

get through many blogs just now and realise, everyone is preparing for their upcoming test next week..
everyone is studying very hard like a bull!
its good to see everyone studying, but still, your health come first...
as someone's blog mention above, we will gather out once our test ended..
ya, we will!
our test are reaching and that applies to our holidays too!!
till then, i will keep asking people to go out to have fun..
had enough of staying at home rotting for almost a month..
so, better prepare to answer my phone call during the holidays worrh!!
if not, i will get to your house and pull you out!!!
hehe..
i have already have a full list of names on my outing le..
be honour to recieve a call from me bah..
XD

not studying today..
giving myself a time to breathe first..
will chiong tomorrow noon..
bye guys//

Today's Mood: GOOD :D
SignOff: 8.10pm

SHIT world!!!

2009-05-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

finally get a chance to update my blog..
look a that damn messy desk above..
that is nice excuse of lack of post..
was pretty busy with my LLA project and preparing of next week exam at school..
i'm finally done with my project..
after a few tough days back there, i'm able to present a presentable project bah, i guess..
and few hours back, i just finished the online Elearning for part of our LLA project too..
thanks to XunWei and Yvonne for the answer :P
now, i can forcus more on my exam since i finished all the debt i owned from the teachers..
have been staying back late at school for extra lesson..
really need much MORE studies after today's mini class test that the whole class took..
guess what the overall result the whole class managed to pass?
10-12/41 students!!!
sad to say, i not that lucky 10 ones..
same goes to Aidil too..
both of us get 12/28..
studied so hard and get shit result..
afterall its just a class test, and we cant even managed to pass..
plus its EEP somemore..
i cant imagine our results for the actual exam..
i'm going to ended in deep shit soon if this keep on continuing..
till then, i can forget the mind set about graduating to Polys...
i really gonna suffer myself for this and next entire week...
study is the main priority now..
study study study!!
hack care what stress will overtake my brain until i went crazy..
i will really went insane if i dont get into a Poly..
after a talk from Mr Michael Tay, i get to know how cruel is the world outside..
its really difficult to fit in into the society..
afterall, this big green ball IS realistic..
10 years later, they will only look upon those holding on with a degree..
the rest below than that, sad to say, you are non other worst than a shit..
prepare to work like a slave for those degree holders without a single word of complain..
they earn big bucks and we earn peanuts..
we really gotta face the fact..
scary huh?
look for me for more detail story if you are keen of knowing what he said..
its going make you shiver with fears..
trust me, no joke..

a short video clip for bleach fans without psp..

back to me books
see ya//

Today's Mood: Disappointed
SignOff: 11.42pm

Goodbye X-men Evolution!

2009-05-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

finally, its out!!!
download it 2 days ago and i managed to get all characters except Halibel!
this game is really awesome!!!
more new characters and cool releasing form!!
get it now, bleach fans!!

awww~!!!
i chiong too much and i finished watching it!!!
it might sound childish to some people, but its really great, really!!
their powers is cool and interesting..
how i wish to have some of their powers too :P
so i'm kinda of addicted to this show lately..
makes me neglect my maple just for this..
haha..
going search for another entertainment again~
tsk!

yeah!!
i finally finished all my class tests!!!
now i just left my LLA project and the up-coming exam..
once everything is gone, i can get back my long sleep during the holiday again!!!
i cant wait for the day to come!!
muahaha!!!

a short post to keep me update..
time to get serious on improving my knowledges deep to my brain!
Goodbye :D//

Today's Mood: Pleased :D
SignOff: 9.47pm

maple for life?

2009-05-16T18:25:00.003+08:00

went to Ikea with my Mum yesterday..
though i'm still having difficulty walking, but still, i insist to go..
had a big feast at the restraunt with my Mum..
first timer us, order so much food..
springroll, chickenwings, sandwitches, spaghetti with meatballs..
awesome~!!!!
after lunched, both of us continued our shopping at Ikea..
i'm currently looking for a rag board for my figuring...
i noticed, having too much of figurings is a big problem too..
man, its in a big mess now...
brought many furnitures, plants to design and decorate our house..
i believe, next time our guest come to my house, will notice a big different :D
hey, i do play a role of designing ok?
XD

i always had a desire of quiting maple..
but, its like something holding me back...
i really wonder whats that strong presence that stopped me from it..
i kinda sick of maple lately..
afterall, someone just told me this yesterday night..
'what century liao, still maple!!!~'
bleh, fine lorrh~!!!
surprising, i much more devoted in studies now...
i really hope to better up my knowlegde and skills instead of gaming..
gaming really no life..
its just wasting my time and keep me entertained, thats all...
soon, i will say farewell to my maple mates..
though holidays is reaching, but i'm looking for jobs now..
seeking help from my cousin for Newurbane Male...
since the time slot depends on us..
i can take the time to earn some money and meanwhile, get to know the world outside...
why not isnt it?
as for my class test that i have took this few days...
hopefully, i can managed to pass all of them bah..
my latest AE close book test, just got 74/100
argh~!!!
one more marks till a grade A...
see!
Nicholas Ong still can do it if he want to :D
better not get too cocky..
i'm still a average student compare to my classmates and friends now..
AE theory next tuesday and EEP Practical test next wednesday, and i'm finished with all my class test..

before i end my post..
i will like to share with everyone, one of my master piece :D

my closed ones, can you guess which one is you???
LOL!!!
i did this last saturday while i'm freaking bored at home...
answer will be out the next post//

Today's Mood: Fine..
SignOff: 7.01pm

new 2nd white watch!!!!

2009-05-12T20:22:00.006+08:00

hi readers..
was back home from school quite early this few days..
our class advisor is on course until this coming thursday..
everyone will left the college after attending one lesson a day..
but still, i will make full use of the time at home, revising..
3more weeks till exam..
gotta work hard and strike for the best result!!!

mum brought this white watch for me today!!!!
i'm loving it like crazy!!!!
its white!!!
so stylish and cool ya?
but.....
i wont wear it too often..
after one of mine white watch turned to yellow, i have learnt my lesson..
its really heart breaking to see its turned yellow dirty fellow..
afterall, that was my FIRST watch for my birthday present..
and its white somemore..
now, i will take good care for this new precious white watch...
hmm, it sound easy, but hard to do so...
thanks mum..
you're the best!!!!
XD

i went to did some researched on BULLDOGS!
after SOMEONE always look down on them, just because of their gloomy eyes and look make them ugly and uncute?
well, i shall proved her wrong..
there is still some bulldogs in this world that should not be look down at..
here are some pictures..

see?
i was right, isnt it?
there ARE cute ones!!
even grown up ones are cute..
though they are fat and chubby :D
LOL..

watch this clip recommended by my sis..
wonderbaby vs wondergirls
enjoy :D

well i guess i will give myself a break today..
i'm really listless today!!!
whole body feel so drag and lazy bone...
will chiong study tomorrow bah..
bye bye//

Today's Mood: GOOD :D
SignOff: 8.36pm

Happy Mama Day

2009-05-10T23:54:00.006+08:00

hi everyone..
just came back home from my grandma's place with fulled stomach..
LOL..
same as always, have a big feast at home instead of restaurants...
due to my father's condition..
shall not mention it, as i believed my readers should know it quite well..
however, i still managed to enjoy myself today even though i'm couldnt take some seafood due to my unrecover wound..
pretty disappointed :(
there were like black pepper and red chilli crab!!!
argh~
i never taste them once yet!!
but still, my mother let me have one instead :D
after my meals, had my ice-cream cake!!
its really sweet and awesome!!
but i still prefer mango cake that my parent brought for my birthday once..
that all for today..
its really a enjoyable night..
its been months since i'm fulled with all those delicious food...
and my grandma is really thoughfull..
she promised to cook Mai Pian prawn for me once i'm recover..
and my mother promised to buy that for me too...
and and and, my aunt really cared for me..
she felt hurt to see me in a unwell condition today..
i will get well soon de :D

i'm recently chasing after a book on my brother's desk..
i was like so bored at home staring at the computer, so i saw this book just beside me..
my curiosity made me flipped through the book..
and i started loving it!!
this book taught me to think twice before i say something...
just a word can caused a big different!!
shall ask my brother's consent of borrowing that book..
and oh ya, i'm addicted to Teenage Magazine..
well..
few days back, i was helping my mother with my sis's computer..
same reason, was so bored and i saw that Magazine on my sis's desk..
my curiosity made me flipped through the book again..
and of course, i'm now addicted to it now..
magazine can really boost my english well..
the standard of my english is SUCKS!
gonna chase after Teenage magazine :P
wow, its really surprised to hear NicholasOng addicted to books and Magazine ya?
LOL

going off soon..
pretty tired even though i wake up at 2pm...
but this few days having insomnia..
have not been sleeping well..
keep waking up in the middle of the night..
have been suffering nightmares too..
nightmares of my surgery..
i'd swear, i'm not making up stories..
the fear is still inside me...
and i afraid its gonna stay with me everday...
mind is still running wild..
my aunt told me to relax and rest alot..
i wish too, but i cant..
is gonna be a busy week starting from tomorrow..
tests and exam is around the corner..
really need chiong study!!
haiis~!

lastly..
wishing all mother a....

Happy Mothers' Day!!!!~

Today's Mood: Good :D
SignOff: 12.13am

no more question!

2009-05-09T00:12:00.005+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Mr. Foo GuoWei!
i'm unable to help you celebrate your 17th birthday this year!
it really make me feel guilt and sad..
but as what i said on the phone and told the rest..
once i'm recover, we will treat you a dinner and movie..
you have my words dude!!
and the reason of not making the effort there is because, i'm just a burden if i was there...
i afraid, it will ended up causing everyone to look after a patient..
LOL..
once again, i am really sorry!!

hi readers!
have not been updating due to my laziness..
of course whats there to post other then staying at home or school everday?
oh ya, finally i'm back to school yesterday..
its really awkward once i took the first step into the classroom..
eyes from different direction staring at me...
whispering from every corner...
(hey, Nicholas is back!) (why is he walking like that?!)
have been question by almost EVERYONE!!
(where have you been all this week?) (what happen to you?) (why ended up in the hospital?)
well, i'm tired of answering all those question..
its not a privacy matters anyway..
its just, i dont wish to talked about it, and meanwhile, lazy to repeat my story AGAIN~
i might tell everyone my story, either tomorrow? next week? next month? next year? next 10years?
depend on me, really...
afterall, i'm pretty alright now..
well, i guess no one will even bother my story now isnt it?
everyone do have their own lifes now..
a life alone, a life with your partner, your friends....
well, my current life is most likely with my family now :D
i'm sticky with them nowadays..

went to school per normal..
had our AE class test and i have confident on that piece of paper!!
i studied until 2am plus last night..
i wont allow my effort went deep down to the drain..
NEVER!
hopefully, i can pass but not with flying colours la, thats one point i know it myself..
fetched by my mum to compass..
lunched at food court, but my appetite seems bad..
reserved a mother's day ice-cream cake at swenseng, for this up-coming sunday celebration...
weeee~ i missed out my ice-cream cake last year and i'm getting it back this year!!!
muahaha!!!

reached home at around 3...
showed and my wound starts to bleed..
OUCH~!
its hurts!!!
but still, gonna bear with the pain..
MeiFeng auntie came over to our place..
its been soooo long since i saw her..
i guess the last time i saw her, i was around the age of 9 only..
XD

gosh..
one of my relatives just returned my mum $$$
and recently, my mum just asked a very difficult question..
(what will you like to buy? mummy buy for you)
0.0"
getting to feel curious, how come i say difficult question isnt it?
i have been whining saying, there is still many stuff waiting for me to buy..
but now..
really scratch my head hard!
what am i going buy??
argh!!!
suggestion please!!!

thats all for tonight..
getting sleepy again~
yawn~
bye//

Today's Mood: BAD!
SignOff: 12.49am

really miss......

2009-05-01T23:36:00.002+08:00

hi everyone..
back to this blog again..
was busy chionging maple lately..
i hope my chionging will end at next tuesday..
as i will be pretty busy once i'm back to school..
heard there at many tests waiting for me..
well, i'm ready to die soon..

tuesday was the best day ever...
my Hinamori finally done her 3rd job advancement, as a Mage...
after chionging level for so many days at orbis party quest..
finally i'm level 70..

on my way to fight my master's clone...

there he goes....

finally finished avoiding those tauro and him..

get the prove of whatever and rush back to el nath..
and finally, i'm a Mage now..
XD

rush back to orbis party quest to chiong til level 71..
since that quest is for level 51-70..
i was happy and meanwhile, sad to leave that place..
know so many friends and people..
and after i reached level 71, i wont be there FOREVER!
because i have surpass the level of entering the quest..
so, its really sad to leave that place..
lots of flash back of my Toushirou, and now, my Hinamori..

one of the member is really sweet..
farewell a banner for me..
so good!!!

and of course, its time for me to say goodbye!
sad isnt it?

ok enough of all this game stuff..
i did this screen shot is because i did it once for my Toushirou..
and of course i must did it for my Hinamori too..
to be fair :D

few more day, and i will be back to school..
i will be back at next wednesday..
sorry my mistake of saying next thursday to the rest...
and i am really glad of recieving the email from my LLA teacher..
yes, he approved my request for delaying my project..
thanks alot..
i'm really happy, but meanwhile sad..
as this month is really a bad month for me..
keep going to hospital or clinic stuff..
its really a bad month, really..
i'm really bless to have my family aside..
without them, i'm really lost now..
from this incident, i can really see how much they care for me!
and of course my relatives too..
they pay a visit and some even called and sent their regards..
thus, i should thanks them again!
Everyone, Thanks!!!

i have not step out the house for 2weeks!!
yes, i remember the last day i went out is just either the clinic nor hospital..
=_=
really miss going to malls and shops!
really miss staring at the gigantic screen in the darkness room for a few hours!!
really miss those spicy hotty meals!!!
really miss laughing out loud together with my close ones!!!!
really miss hunting for figuring!!!!!!
really miss everything!!!!!!!!
argh, its really driving me crazy!!!!!!
when am i going to recover?
sign~
tomorrow going to the nearby Hougang Poly clinic for dressing again..
after my dressing, home.........

i guess i better spent some time studying..
or i might start to spring clean my blog..
i have said that long ago..
my blog is really dead!
shall consider tomorrow!!

Today's Mood: BAD!
SignOff: 12.24am

the second night in TTSH

2009-04-25T19:25:00.004+08:00

had stayed overnight at Tan Tock Seng Hospital last night, again...........
felt a minor pain on thursday..
rushed back down to the hospital for more checkups..
due to some here and there check up, the doctor finally proved the result...
i can feel some pain is due to the surgery...
hopefully, shadnt say its waste of time nor money..
as long reports have made me and my family relieved from all those fears and worried...
after a long discussion, i have made my decision...
so since my mother have made the payment, she told me to stayed at the hospital for just another night..
since the money are unrefunable..
plus, there are nurses to serve and care for me..
why not ya?
LOL

so, a second night in hospital are pretty fine~
just treat it as a no air-condition hotel, with free blunded milos and meals..
hopefully, my mother bought my psp and phone along with me..
or else, thats another difficult night to go..
but, theres one of a bloody doctor went to pierce the pine needle above my forearm...
really makes me have difficulty movements on my right hand..
plus, he, that doctor who is the one who told me and my mother that, i might have another surgery again..
made me and my mother cried down there..
damn him..
it was all a false alarm..
wonder how he managed to get his doctor certificate
and, i guess people that have injected by him would have suffered real pain..
his injection skills sucks..
he helped to inject my arm, and blood flow out....
and still, he dare to, OPPS infront of me, *TWICE*!!!
zZz!!!

so i left the ward this afternoon around 12 with my mother and her friend accompany..
while my mother went down to take my medicine, her friend keep me accompany by telling me his history in hospital..
so damn (0.0!) la..
got good and bad la..
and meanwhile some hilarious stories too..
LOL..

i notice, whenever its time for us to discharged, that is the time we started talking to our ward mates..
or is it because, i left the ward just one night staying that is why i think that?
curiosity....
farewelled with my fellow ward mates..
they are pretty friendly and kind hearted..
one of the patient wife said, i look so handsome, just like his grandson...
haha, is she trying to go one big round saying his grandson handsome or is she complimenting me?
depends on everyone answer then..
but i'm sure everyone will side her sacastic words...
i knew it for sure!!!
everyone are evil :P

now i am in pretty good shape...
after a whole week of poor appetite..
i guess i lost 3kg!!!!
muahaha..
i guess my machine works well..
but i still away from school for 11 days...
gosh, thats alot!!!
i gonna miss out damn lot of stuff in school!!
plus, i just sent a email to my LLA teacher..
regarding our CIP Journal Project..
i wish he approved my request, as i hope for 1-2weeks of delay dateline due to my condition...
or else, i will be dead!
trust me when i said DEAD!!
that project means alot to the GPA and graduating to Poly...
damn!!!!
should have admitted to the hospital during my holidays ya!!!!
gotta really get myself up and study for my upcoming exam...
no more maple..
be still, i am going to chiong til level 70 along with my 3rd job...
my current level is at 69 now, so just 1 or 2 day is possbile XD

by the way guys..
there is something important to tell everyone...
one of the nurse told me this last night..
she said, Singapore is going to have a Tsunami soon...
scientists have made a sensor detection around the sea of Singapore...
its going to hit our country around 22 july..
she even showned me the map and explained why...
due to no covering of countries ahead of us, so the wave will just hit us through with nothing left..
its going to hit the North or South( i cant remember) of Singapore..
people who stayed around Tampines and East Coast better be alert during that period of month..
do avoid East Coast park too..
and and and
there is a going to have a solar eclipse as well...
i guess many have heard this before..
when the sun covered by the moon..
and the whole world with be in darkness....
the day look alike around 9pm when its during the time of 6pm..
well, very soon..
other planets of ailens will start to name our world..
hmm...
The World that Never Sleeps?
hey, i'm not the ailen ya..

so do or not believe, depends on you..
i do sure not believe all this craps..
as they have once said, the world will be dead around the nineties or twenties..
hey, i still sitting dow here blogging lorrh!!!
actually, depends..
we shall see then..

off to dinner
bye everyone...
a very long post today..
what to do?
many things happened on me this few days..
so.....

SignOff: 8.49pm
Today's Mood: Average~

My Worst Life Ever!

2009-04-22T19:29:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Melody Sim!!!

i am so sorry for making you worry during your birthday....
and, unable to help you celebrate your 17th birthday!!
well, once i get well, i will get you are BIG BIG present, ya?
you have my words Auntie Sim!
hehe..
don yelled at me, because i am still a patient..
muahaha!
once again, happy birthday to you!!~

hi everyone..
i am back from Tan Tock Seng Hospital..
well, what should i say about it?
sure, i did not spent a wonderful day there ya!
had my both hands pined with needles the whole day..
gotta sleep on uncomfort bed..
every few hours gonna wake up by the nurse to test my blood pressure..
simply no appetite for foods which i completely lost my usual big feast hunger!!
cant move around without wheel-chair..
main thing, lonely!!

yesterday was really a terrible day..
did many processed of checkup and doctor finally made his decision.......
that is surgery!!
i can be frank to everyone..
me and my mom shed with tears when we heard that..
i cant believe i shed that tears..
i thought i wasant that type that cried that easily!
went into the operation room and fell asleep..
when awake, i was in confusion mode..
went back to my ward and my family and relative was there..
there was like crying here and there, makes me feel like crying too :(
afterall, who wants their childs and siblings to be cut with scalpel!
right after they left, i really had hard times of sleeping..
hospitals's bed are damn stiff...
but still, i managed to passed through that night..

the very next morning...
had my first meal for breakfast, and still, my appetite was bad..
worst still, my 'favourite food'..........
vegetable all over!!!
doctor came to me, after a check and decided to let me home today..
YEAH!~
finally i can leave that scary and uncomfort place..
and yes, i admit i AM scared!
who dont?
its my first time have to ended up in operation and wards
OH GOD! please!!! once is enough!!!

now i am away from school til 6MAY!!
GOSH!!!
2 weeks!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!
gotta self study at home...
sorry everyone, no entertainment clown for the time being...
now, have to stayed at home everyday to heal up my wound with care!!
cant move about, just gotta stayed at my room with my mom guidance..

sorry for making everyone worried!!
thanks to those who texts and care me..
thanks for everyone's care and concern
and of course my families and relatives who came over to pay a visit..
BIG BIG thanks to my mom the most!!!!
she was the one who accompany me through the whole process..
till now, she is still the one who is taking care of me at home..
Appreciate*!!!!!!!

an unwanted saturday!

2009-04-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

had a terrible saturday..
first gonna apologise to XunWei and LimYan..
promised to meet at compass today and yet because of me, todays outing is canceled..
reason being?

early the in morning, 8am plus...
i was having a terrible and horrible stomach ache!!
went to the toilet but nothing came off!!!!
its was like damn frustrated and meanwhile, so damn painful..
the pain is like how we used to suffer from stomach ache...
but worst still, the pain NEVER fade away..
took medicine from my first aid box and drank plenty of warm water..
but the pain still there!!!
and the pain its always there non stop!!!
wanna return to my sleep also cannot..
what the hell..
the pain is really torturing..
went to my parents room and wanna ask my mother to bring me to the doctor..
but she physco me saying she experienced such illness before..
just put on some feng you and rest, and soon the pain will be gone..
sob sob :(
after a 2hours torturing..
my old man decide to bring me to consult a doctor at the clinic..
another bloody hell thingy..
waited for almost an hour till my turn..
the number was 21 when i reached there..
unfortunately, my number is 37!!!!
once again, waiting for my turn and meanwhile, suffering by the pain during the whole process!!!
consult the doctor and took my pills and head home..

now feeling much more better, but still having minor pain..
damn, i finally understand the feeling of stomach cramps..
i really don understand, how come girls can withstand their period every month..
really admire their endurance!!!
*Applause*

this is my saturday!!
was expecting today during this week..
and yet its totally ruined!!!
wanted to meet my gangs and went for outing...
intend to borrow L4D disc from XunWei...
and now......
great...............
sign~

off to some games before my rest..
bye//

Today's Mood: TERRIBLE!
SignOff: 10.41pm

indescribable

2009-04-15T22:00:00.008+08:00

Hi everyone...
its time to update this dusty blog...
brother was back home from taiwan, so cant use the computer like how i used to..
which means, i cant update my blog and mapling this few days..
guess, i should skipped maple today and post instead..
so a few bunch of words and rants coming up...

having a hard time lately..
many tests rushing up..
CIP still undo..
have not started my journal yet!!!
gosh, its really stressfull..

and guess what..
we had our Personality Test for our LLA lesson today..

the overall outcome is said like this from Mr Michael Tay:

Your, Yourself.

You are a bad listener but a person that always thinks alot! You did thinkings before you judge everything. Never hide your true form infront of your family and friends. A centre attention with your friends and a perfectionist, always wanted everything goes and end prefectly. Eample, your room is always neat and tidy, and you will always check your homework again and again just to search for mistake to handup with prefection. Easily get stress up, and when you does and someone continued to increase your level, your might easily went crazy one day!!!!! I meant the real CRAZY sia. so you must RELAX!! relax relax relax~

Your Girlfriend.

Must be able to understand your intention of prefection and able to follow prefect path too. Better find a girlfriend that is non-talkative. Reason being? If you are stressed up and your girlfriend still continued to nag nag nag nag nag......, you will get pissed off.

Career.

You are in the right course.

man, his accuracy is really accurate!!
LOL..
but it really bothers me when he say i will went crazy...
does humans get too stressed up that will ended up crazy?
argh!!
scary ya!!!

lets jump to the next story..
our dear friend, LiFen came back from Genting few days ago..
and she brought us some snacks and candies..

sorry fellow mates, thats all for the amount of snacks :P
finally, i taken my contact lense from LowLiFen liao..
LOL..
same as always, green..
but i do though of purchasing white lenses..........
hm, i hope it didnt freak out anyone once i wear it...
those white lenses are pretty cool!!!

hey!
my photo shoot skills seems great ya?
LOL..
i though of joining the photography team as my CCA..
i have long interest on it..
but, i do still have interest on wushu till now..
afterall, 4years of training have been gotta me interested on it..
well, *PLEASE* give some opinions ya...

by the way, i completely forgot the date for PeiHwa wushu competition today!!
argh!!
sorry my bad!!
i was totally into the personality stuff!!!
but read some blogs saying you guys did pretty good actually..
the reason of not winning is not because you guys are sucky or whatever..
its other people are just better than your alittle more..
don be down for not getting any medals..
as long you guys did your best ya!

my mind is set!
i will avoid mapling for the time being..
due to the up-coming tests and projects...
8 more weeks till exam..
time flies ya?
work hard and enjoy later...
maple can wait..
but still, i will relax myself to prevent getting stress up ya..
XD

you truly disgrace everyone around you!!
i cant stand it whenever you are around with that stinking alcoholic odour!!
please, stay away from me...
seriously, why do we have to watch this scene everyweek!!!
cant we just skip that part till the next morning?
why does the time always so slow when its comes to that part!!!
or does the time goes slow because you wanted to seek attention from us?
seeking for our care and concern?
dream on!!!
stop being drama can?
and your stubborness is truly indescribable....
i really wish to go right infront of your face and shout out this to you!!!
FUCK OFF LA~
yes, i am being disrespectful here....
God might want to strike me with tunders and lights..
but so what?
so what if i'm not when you, yourself did not respect us too?
i respect others when others did that..
but when others did not, i will treat them back the same way, even when you are my old man too..
since you, yourself did told me not to acknowledge you before..
well then, i granted your wish..

i guess Mr Tay missed out one point of me..
a person with Vengeance..
don mess with the wrong person!

Today's Mood: FUCKING pissed!!!
SignOff: 10.45

School Reopens = Yawn~~~

2009-04-11T21:57:00.005+08:00

yo, wassup~
its been so long since i post anything at my blog ya..
and i just found out its going to be week soon~
i better do something*
and that is posting XD

few more days and school reopen soon..
real soon!!!
i cant believe my holidays going end soon, same goes to my long hours sleep!!!
starting on monday, i'm going to wake up early in the morning with two dark eye rings and head off to school..
staring at the big whitey board, solving those terrible maths questions, remember ALL the formulas....
argh!!!
really hate to face the reality!!!!

by the way, for everyone information..
i have quited my CCA, Bridge Leader, 2days ago..
afterall, i realise, that is not where i belong..
i'm not suitable for being crazy infront of all the strangers..
plus there is camps occasionally and sometimes i even have to sacrifice a few days of my studies just for this CCA..
and, my grades isnt as well as expected..
so, at the end, i left the CCA accompany with XunWei..
for don know what reason, that XunWei left too..
gotta ask him yourself..
well now, gotta search another CCA..
but XunWei asked me to join his Archery as how slacked that CCA he have experience...
but but but, i though of joining Wushu instead..
hehe :P
i guess there is still some interest left...
gotta think twice ya..
so, goodbye BLs!!!

off to some games before i lost that chance to..
everyone, gotta enjoy the few more days of your holiday!!!
never ever regret!!!
i sound as if monday is our end of our life journey..
but it sure do!!!//

Today's Mood: Yawn~
SignOff: 10.19

Happy birthday to Lifen and Mummy!!

2009-04-05T00:30:00.003+08:00

Happy 42th Birthday to my Mother!!!
this year, my mom had a very upset birthday..
due to many reason and she even shed a tear today...
NOW she's staying at home watching some movies with me to pass time..
lunched with her at IMM this afternoon, just the both of us..
shopped and shopped at Esprit, and the birthday girl still bought some clothing for me..
i thought it should be the other round?
LOL
once again, wishing her a HAPPY birthday!!!!!

Happy Belated 17th birthday to LiFen!!!

had a great time during the chalet 2days ago..
once again, thanks those who contributed this chalet..
appreciated*
hopefully, our birthday girl had enjoy her day with us..
but, we failed to give her the water surprised..
as she refused to be blind folded..
mission failed!!
awww~!!!!

when night falls, everyone starts to leave the chalet..
the pit started to get quiet and darker..
played water bomb with XunWei, LimYan and YongSiong..
crazy us uses cooling ICE water to refresh each other...
LOL..
gotta fall sick if we continued, so we ended the game quite fast..
head off to our shower..
after our shower, the pathetic LimYan and Me started to clear the rubbish at the pit..
worst still, we even mopped the room and toilet all by just the both of us!!!
HEY! we are not their part time maid!!!!
and yet why should we do all this stuff?!!!!
ARGH!!!!
having a bad body ache after cleaning..
watched White Chick, AGAIN~
still, that show never fails to make me laughed out loud...

as time goes by, one by one started to get sleepy..
played the charcol and starter while some of them is sleeping inside the room..
head back room and started playing my naruto...
soon, i started feeling sleepy too..
took a SHORT nap and kana wake up by two naughty KIDS..
nowadays fuku-taichion getting naughty!!!
i am wondering, where is their captains's teaching?
Haiis~!!
LOL...
headed home at around 8am..
sleep til 5pm XD

bloody chocolate!!! LOL

bloody mushmallow..

erm BK, where are you staring at?

LOL!!! surprised to saw this shoot!!!

during the trip to 7eleven at night

haha, i finally taller than him!!!!

the specs gang...

Otah festival!!!!

a party gift from birthday girl, so sweet isnt it?

more photos will be upload next time..

back to movies now..
time for some liquor and crackers...
wahaha...

my new hair style!!!

2009-03-30T23:53:00.005+08:00

meet GuoWei, WeiXuan, LimYan, XunWei and Yvonne..
once again, i'm late..
but i do have my excuse..
this is it..
XD

a open look

nice?
i seeked helped from a proffessional :P
LOL..
its my mom actually..
she helped me style my whole head!!!
top and back...
and didnt expect to turned out so cool!!!
i want this kind of hair style for my back!!!!
however, there is still some space to improve the top...
afterall, i still lacked of skill..
i should be pleased with the standard now..
don't expect to call my mom whenever i need to style it ya?
gotta work hard....

went to get our dear friend, LiFen's present for her up-coming birthday at thursday...
had fun at arcade and took some photos..

reunion photos..
sadly, LiFen and BoonKhim isnt there..
nevermind, shall took more photos this coming thursday..

dinner at Ehub and went back home..
crap and crap during the way back...
learnt some new HEAD move from White Chicks, the movie..
and also, learnt some 'very clean' stuff from our Mr Foo..
thanks Sensei..

off to Yunie!!
bye guys//

Today's Mood: High
SignOff: 12.37am

hate to say and hate to see

2009-03-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

hah! full of excuses again!!
or should i say no explaination?

yesterday LiFen, Brandon, LimYan, BoonKhim and YongSiong came over to my house..
went to bought the ingredients for this up coming thursday chalet..
thanks guys for coming down to help up..
should have called Jivaan, WeiXuan and GuoWei to come down..
needed more pairs of hands and we ended using coins to purchase some stuffs...
plus we still have more stuff unbought..
thought 5 will be enough but its not..
guess next time should call more people to come down :P
but will there be a next time?

after finish shopping, they went my house camp till nights falls..
same goes, watched movies....
well, another one said my house can consider opening a CD shop..
LOL..
ya right, my family are quite collective on movies..
but my services are being rejected by everyone!!!
GOSH!!!

well..
my final fantasy X continued...

went to Luca to play blitz ball at the tournament..
after the game, fiends starts to attacks the humans..
and our dear maester seymour summoned his powerful aeon, Anima..
Anima will strike the fiends using a skill called Pain which will infect her eye..
take a good look at her eye carefully and you can see blood flowing out..

after the protect from Anima..
the party went all the way to Mushroom rocks to learn the operation Mi'ihen..
a group of crusaders and Al Bhed is trying their best to defeat Sin..
sadly, it fails..

no much clips for this part..

i currently desperatly looking for this two book...

Final Fantasy 9

Final Fantasy 10

though is old but that is why they are difficult to search..
its fine with me without the book 9..
but book 10...........
i thought of purchasing them at Ebay..
still, i have to wait for a year to reach 18...
hopefully, it will get fast...

nothing gets well lately..
well, Mel, guess you are right..
soon, everyone will have their own lifes in the next few years..
i cant be so selfish holding them back with me ya?
guess let time to predict everything..
off to lunch//

Today's Mood: BAD
SignOff: 3.51pm

Movie Clips

2009-03-25T17:16:00.009+08:00

Happiness and Joy can be Return by your Side unless you Take the Initative to Move On.....

shall post early today since i have nothing better to do..
rotting at home for the whole day...
its just the first day of camping at home and i already starting to whine..
staying at home is way too boring..
either audi or PS2...
but once i leave the house, everything need money...
sianzZz

actually i found some games to entertain me..
but i don have the guts to try them on..
afterall i'm not a game master...
a noob instead :D

Final Fantasy X-2

well i know this game is quite old, but why not give it a try ya?
however, my brother and cousin had trouble playing it without guide..
many complained for being too complicated..

Silent Hill 4 The Room..
erm, the trailer is quite horrifying...
if you are not prepare, skip this trailer..

worst still..
this game need guide or else prepare to stick on with the same map facing the same creatures..

Onimusha 3

well, a much more disaster game without guide...
this game is full of puzzle..
with my mini brain along, i guess i shall give up..

haiis...
how come all the game i am interested is beyond my limit..
i guess i better stick on with my Final Fantasy X

now i have played until Kilika..
when sin starts to destory the village and yuna gotta do the sending..

really got nothing to do..
well, off to watch more clips at youtube bah//

SignOff: 5.51pm
Today's Mood: BAD!

Fun Fun!!!

2009-03-24T22:18:00.011+08:00

went to meet XunWei, LimYan and Yvonne at compass..
once again, sorry i'm late..
damn that tortoise 159 bus..

went to Jun Eng Home Folks Home at Jalan Kayu to get our CIP points by doing volunteering work...
its my second time talking to the same old hag..
'sorry, we are currently enough with workers here, and we only allow you to do volunteering work with your whole class' said by that lady....
we are trying to help them, and yet they rejected..
what the hell..
fine then, we shall get others to help us...

so i thought of asking PeiHwa to help us out...
meanwhile...
lunched and meet BoonKhim at Kofu and traveled to PeiHwa to get back our testimonial..
waited for Mr Tan for an hour and our request is approved by him..
thanks god and Mr Tan!!!
he will arrange some volunteering work for us :D
lucky its worth waiting..
coincidence, we saw JingXuan, Jasline, QiaoTing and Jeron...
its been so long since we saw kuchiki-san...
and and and..
saw many teachers..
Mr Chew, Ms Wong, Mr Muru, Mr Christ and many many more..
standard, all keep saying our appearances have a big different then we used to..

after a last minute consideration..
we intend to went shopping instead of heading back home...
we traveled to Plaza Sing to shop..
played and shopped..
and once again, so coincidence..
we saw JingXuan and her girlfriends
LOL..
i shall used photos to replace words bah...
XD

why is he holding on my phone instead of me?

after we reached Plaza Sing..
Yvonne went to look for her friends..
so left 4 of us..
went to TouTou shop (Otaku House) and played with the plush toys..
LOL...
thanks goodness the shop keeper never notice us playing with them..
or we will be chase out from the shop..

for your information, i am holding on with Sora's keyblade instead of toothbrush XD

lol, the 3 seducing rabbits..

photo with Yoshi :D

LOL..
the last picture is cute right?
arcaded with them and we went home...
and saw our dear friend, Jasmine Jie..
today so coincidence..
saw so many familiar faces..
so even though its just the 4 of us..
but its pretty fun ya...
had lots of fun and laughter today..
wheee~

disccuss with the rest..
we had a plenty of outing for this holidays..

* Fishing
* Ice Skating
* Wild Wild Wet
* Bowling
* Kbox
* Volunteering

gonna have one big hole in your wallet..
wahaha....

by the way guys..
hope what i have said in the train really went into your mind..
afterall, we just have to accept what everything have happened..
yes, i admit i am keep repeating the same thing over and over again..
but afterall, its just to let you guys get updated with whats the worlds going on..

ok..
off to audi with LimYan and XunWei..
Jae Neh...

Today's Mood: Insane
SignOff: 10.45 pm